::I knew it... after i saw Mr Hong tag on Ms Pek... i knew i will be next on the list... But on second thot... it might be high time for me try and my my blog more lively...

So let's see...

5 things in my bag:

Seriously i dun usually carry a bag.. but just look at what i found in my Levis Bag!

1) Chocolate from last year's Christmas party (Hmmm...)

2) 80Gb Harddisk filled with my sch work (Oh no.. dont doubt the amount of sch work i haf)

3) Lighter (Hmmm.. x2)

4) Underwear (Must be the last time when im staying in. Hopefully its clean)

5) Toilet Paper Roll (A rare commodity in camp)


5 things in my Head:

1) "Shit, i got tagged"

2) "Darling lets shag! =D~~~"

3) "Stop looking over my cubicle or i let u sign Extra Duties!"

4) "Alot of people die everyday. Why doesnt my boss follow suit."

5) "Yah rite... why dont you just kiss my ass... suck my D**K and scratch my balls"

Last 5 sms i recieve:

Lets take a look...

1) "Sgt.. can i go for off" Reply: "Nope"

2) "After you shit.. can you mit me in the office?"

3) "Hello, dun tell mi u still shitting?"

4) "Eh quick leh OC going off liao"

5) "Sir say u can take your time to crap.. tml den see him... btw staff tell you to kiss his ass.. suck his d**k... and scratch his balls...

5 work i frequently use:

1) Shit

2) OMG

3) NB

4) Cool!

5) Yah rite + Roll eyes


5 recent things i just did:

1) Shit (Yeh, you guessed it!)

2) Eat

3) Surf the net

4) S***E

5) Scratch my balls! (Yeh, you guessed it again!)


5 things inside my wardrobe:

1) Undies

2) 2003 poly notes!?!?

3) Towels

4) Pillows

5) Socks


5 things i last ate

1) Bread

2) Fishball

3) Toilet Paper (I jus wonder how it get into my mouth)

4) Cup Cake

5) Bread again (Boring~~)


5 People i tag:

Due to the dwelling no. of people reading my blog... i really wonder who can i tag..

1) Guigui - Thats if u are still reading my blog.

2) Hazel - ahem...

3) Ah Cat

4) Keching - If u even have a blog in the first place.. or Naiping also can.. but pls... send mi her blog add can..

5) Last of all.. my DarLiNg of coz...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:47 AM:.
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::Its been a long long time since i last blog... trying to get use to the busy adult life (Well, it might be abit late to say this now since im like 24 oredi).

Life as a working adult and a student at the same time doesnt really fit well tgt... either role compromises each other.... to a certain extent... i start to wonder if it is possible to fully assume both roles at the same time...

2 months later, after 6 lesson will be my exam... a step closer to obtaining a MBA.. and MAYBE... a step closer to getting where i want in life...

Not too long ago, a person that was close to me pass away... on my birthday i attended her burial.... it was really a sad scene... she was my mentor... a person that i look up to...

Looking down into the casket, i was thrown off by wat i saw.... She look different... so different to the extent that i couldnt even associate her present self to the once so confident mentor that i once knew....

It was den it dawn on me the pain and sufferings that she when thru during this time of illness... i regretted not visiting her... Dar-Ling's blog was saying that she would want to try as much as possible to save her loved ones... but then again... things doesnt go where we wanted do we? I do not mean that im a person who dun give up without a fight... but thing with regards to life... is jus too hard to control...

Im glad that my dear spent the rest of my birthday cheering me up... treating me to a nice resturant... planning a surprise party with my DBL O pioneers... im jus glad that my birthdays is always remembered..

There is alot of challenges coming ahead... my studies... my finances... my ambitions... my family... my relationship... geez...

Alot of pple say that i will be better off someday... i jus hope this someday come faster...

Alrite guys... so much for the first blog... cya::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:07 PM:.
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::Surprised!

To think that im bloggin now is quite a surprise.. after a day of training... two weeks to be excat.. its going to be over soon.. n soon enff i'll be on my way to taiwan.. WeeeEeEee...

dun get the wrong idea my Dar-Ling... its not that i really wana go but u noe... compare to the training now.. i still prefer the taiwan trip... im still a lazy boy yeah...

I can feel that my life is undergoing some transition this year... and things that happen within this short year might well have a very big impact on my life..

1) Dar-Ling - She is mixing ard well with my friends... simply love her presence.. yearn for her smile.. dream of her hug... lust for her kiss..

2) MBA - Starting my MBA this July.. the whole world is telling my that it hard.. i dun realli think so.. but we shall c... but if i manage to get it.. keke..

3) Lawsuit - The shitty case has been dragging for too bloodly long.. gd news.. its most likely to end this year... with the claims.. hopefully i can make sumthing out of it...

4) Transfer - Going to transfer to another dept soon.. there is always risk when you are out from your comfort zone.. however key appt holders have been choosen.. n i would expect a gd relationship between my boss n i..

5) TOTO & 4D - Well... i jus have a feeling that i will strike big sooner or ltr can.. Wahahaha

According to sumone.. my life shld be getting sumwhr.. sumtime..

and Yes.. I MISS U TOO::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:14 PM:.
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::I never knew that when you order pizza delivery you have to collect it yourself.. damn im gona do it now.. i think i kana con liao...

A hungry man is a stupid man..

Im hungry..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:08 PM:.
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::I am looking at an eye thats seem so lost.

Staring into the blank spaces.. my brain jus refuses to work. The huge rock just sat in the middle of the road as if its trying to keep me out.

Why are you stopping? Haven you stopped enough? 2 years is a long time. Its getting late!

The rock wouldn't barge...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:53 PM:.
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::Alritey.. i noe i took quite a long time to continue the blog.. but... well.. its kinda hard to get my lazy ass down to blog nowadays.. too many distractions... i've got my psp.. i've got my 2 new books to finish.. i've my work.. duties.. and best of it.. mY dAr-LinG.. so whr got time u tell me...


Btw... to start off whr we left the last time round... i was saying that there are many big things that happened... (blame e lazy bug for the lack of pic =P).. the 3rd big thing is...

I've revamped my room!! A completed makeover! For those who are fortunate enff to be invited to my hse before the change.. im sure you cant take your eyes off that messy table.. the "japanese style" bed.. the dusty computer... the floor full of wires... to put it simply.. its like a... umm... hate to use this word but.. i would say... rubbish chute..

Blame the lazy bug for the lack of fotos i say.. tho i am extremely damn proud of my room now.. i'm really THAT lazy to post foto up today.. maybe sum other day yah... if u are all that curious.. lets say that none of my furniture survive this revolution... none.. except for my wardrobe.. not that i din wanna change it.. but its bloddy freaking expensive... cant stress more on this.. the cheapest one is at least half a thousand..

Although this might actually come quite late.. but i will haf to extend my deepest gratitude to Mr Phua Hongkong for helping mi to tear and bring down 3 "huge-mongous" pieces of furniture... w/o him.. i'll be so so died.. dying under the weight of those junks..

Besides that.. i will haf to thank my Dar-LinG.. for her time.. shopping at Ikea... for her ideas.. reccomandations... n most of all... her ample support in watever i do..

Chinese new year is ard the corner.. i invite all of u... up all of you to jus drop by.. be enivous of my cozy room..

Okie.. and as for the last big thing that happened... is.. is Mr Phua Chee Wee left for Hongkong early this month... Heng i manage to make him carry those heavy loads before he left Not to get mushy or wat but... im starting to miss him... all the fun.. laughter.. tok cock session.. Mj session.. June seem so so far away...

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Enff of the changes... lets tok abit bout life... dunno y.. this week has been.. umm... boring.. sian.. monotonous... stagnate.. ever since i sign up for my MBA.. i've been looking forward to life beyond army.. so much so that i seem to forget the fact that i still haf two years left in their hands.. mayb its jus not the time yet.. i shld jus keep focus...for now..

Might be the mood swings.. PMS.. lol... im getting abit emotional nowaways... was following sum show these few week.. the Ch 8 7pm show n the CH u 10pm show.. in the 7 pm show.. the gal is damn sad when she loses her virginity to the so call bf... while in the 10pm show.. gals are rushing to get laid .. they even celebrated after she was laid... dUh... of cos .. many will say that you haf to look at the setting.. background.. culture.

A big no no in the present might be a cause to celebrate in the past? If thats the case... is there a right or wrong.. or it all depend how you justify... alrite.. im crapping liao.. lets move on...

Jus to share.. got one fortune teller said that my luck will change.. for the beta of cos... and indeed.. jus last week.. i got a 4d n toto! In the same week mind you... tho its nt realli alot... but since i've nvr won any 4d before.. im contended... however he also say that i'll be bloody rich in the future.. i certainly hope that he will be dead right bout that... btw... this forunte teller jus appeared on the show "Gals out loud" last week... i think he is damn damn zhun... (oR at least i hope so)::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:03 PM:.
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::Wooohh.... its a brand new year.. so hows everyone? its been like 2 months since i last blogged.. BUT.. this two months is full of changes.. let us see wat happened since Nov..

Tada!!




1st Big Thing..

My white PsP!! A cool gagdet.. a must haf for guys i haf to say.. Its uses.. is endless.. apart from its execellent graphic during gameplay (as the name say.. its Playstation Portable!).. it also dbl up as a MP3 player... a DVD player.. as well as an internet browser..

Best during travel.. you can play your fav game while on the move. Worried that your gf might be left out.. share the movie that you download to your PsP.. with this piece of treasure in hand.. you will nvr get another lonely moment..

2nd Big Thing!!!

My highly enticipated Thailand trip! The pic no bad rite... i took it myself okie. Its at Sky Bar @ Lebur State Tower... the view is *GuLp*... you can see it for yourself..

The service is *GuLp* *GuLp*.. i literally felt like a millionaire..pple was greeting me and dar-Ling from the moment we step into the hotel... there is an attendent to open every door that we pass thru.. even the lift was "Jar ga" by a lift attendent..

The price is *GuLp* *GuLp* *GuLp*.. 2 glasses of wine and a beer costed a whooping $66 Sing dollar.. well.. well... treated like a millionaire liao... i suppose they expect you to pay like a millionaire too.. i paid up.. for the service... its worth every penny..


On e 3rd nite, i went to Vertigo @ Banyan Tree Hotel..



Dar-Ling's Apple Martini



Our Main Course



Our Dessert



Our Peppermint Tea to end the lovely nite..


Taxi fare from hotel to Bayan Tree Hotel: S$ 4

Apple Martini & Sake: S$ 24

2 Main Course : S$ 120

2 Dessert : S$ 30

Tea set : S$ 6

Getting a perfect ambience.. with great service.. good wine.. heavenly food.. lovely dessert thats out of this world.. and lastly.. enjoying the time of my life with dar-Ling : Priceless!!!


To sum up the trip...



The things we bought



The high class nite



My Dar-Ling & I







The 3rd big thing!!!

To Be Continued.. ( meeting meng to exercise our lungs)::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:07 PM:.
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::Halow.. im back.. yup.. its been nearly a month since my last entry... for those who care.. esp johnny.. these are the significant things that happen during this month of no show on my blog.. n yah.. plus the things that i promised.. they will be up sumday soon..

Significant things that happened (not chronological):

1)Thomas wedding
2)Xilian's wedding
3)i bought my O2 atom!!!
4)jo Jo JO..

The weddings was fabluous.. but i guess im getting old.. old enff for pple to start asking me when is my turn to get married.. holy cow... i dunno man... i cant realli picture myself being a husband.. a father yet..

nothing much to say here... except for the fact that im getting abit bz with work now.. n njoying it at the same time.. n as for the frequency of my entires.. it really depends on my computer and if im too plain lazy... lol.. but i reckon that i dun haf much of a fan.. so for those whu wanna spy on me.. i guess u jus haf to call.. in the meantime... njoy!::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:03 PM:.
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::Haze... Haze... Haze... since thursday i think... singapore has been covered with a thick thick layer of haze.. for the benifit of our Singapore friends in Aust... which include Mr Qiang n Johnny.. this few days is a remake of the 1997 haze..

Things you will notice during the haze

1) The unmistakeable burning smell which brings back the memories of the hungry ghost festival that jus pass..

2) The PSI reading on the top left corner of TV show..

3) The cloudy skyline..

4) The sinius thats working over time whenever im outdoor..

Sumbody said this and i think its pretty true... you know.. during the tsumami... when the indonesians is in need.. we send our money... our army... our supplies... and at the end of the day.. wat did they gif us bac in return... Haze Mayb there shld be a tsumami again to put out the fire

My hazey Mid-Autumn Festival was spend indoors.. went to watch Rob-b-hood... was a very funny movie.. with lotsa action.. the Jacky Chan style... I never realli haf a flair for hong kong chinese movie... well.. for obvious reasons..

1) Their show.. alot of times.. n realli its alot of times is jus plain crappy...

2) The movies come out super fast in the form of vcd.. dvd... SCV..

But i haf to say... i do haf faith in Jacky Chan tho... and the baby in the movie.. is jus sOoooOOoo cute.. altho i do find the nurse cute too.. haha~~

So that was on friday... sat.. which was yest... i went shopping with my sis n meng... shopped at topshop... bought a new shirt at a whooping 83buckzz.. well its for the two weddings thats coming up.. nxt tue.. n on the deepavali.. was actually torn between two shirts... one look damn gd with the suit.. but its onli for very formal occasion.. while the other one was a gd blend between casual n formal.. so i chose the latter..

went dwn to taka pasta cafe for sum fired rice... duH~~ jus joking... so sum pasta i mean.. the pasta was nice.. meng concur... their waitress was cute too.. lol~~ die.. i start to find every gal cute.. den met up wif dj... went to play dota... n we ended our day at wineflair..

its gona be a start of a normal working week again.. muz get rid of the relac atitude left frm last week...

PS: yesh johnny... i noe the pics frm my birthday n the anniversary dinner is way way over due.. gimmi sum time k.. fotos are very troublesome... at least thats wat i thot... n yah.. u haf a blog rite.. can you gimmie the add again.. i lost it when my com crash the last time round...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:02 PM:.
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::Wolah~~ Im back!! So.. did anibody miss me?? hur hur... i guess not huh.. haha... anyway.. i guess my blog miss mi the most.. ha~~ was bz the whole of last week... bz with clearing my offs.. catch up with my precious slp... and sum serious dating socializing..

But no.. thats not the reason i din blog..

i din blog becos my internet was down... yup.. aft a day of unsuccessful tries to restore my internet.. i tried to tap on my neighbours wireless connection.. that turn out to be a bad idea.. therefore... i survive my weekend with only warcraft..

Life w/o internet is like life wo sex play.. at first you can live wo it... but down the road.. you jus feel like having a little time on it.. 5 days not coming online nearly drove me down the road of desperation... i was telling myself.. if i dun get any internet connection by tml... i shall jus pop down to a Mac.. buy myself a nice ice milo and blog frm there.. but luckly my sis manage to fix the prob before i join many other geeks at Mac for their free internet..

So yah to continue frm the last blog.. i proudly announce that i've won the Best Dressed Award for my HongKong Triad Boss look during my DnD last thurs.. besides that my Hongkong Clan manage to bag the Best dress grp also.. i truly njoy the nite to the max.. it was the very first time that im so relax in an army event..

im waiting for a time to post my fotos up.. feel realli lazy now... realli couldnt get my lazy bones to work now..

this week will be a super relax week.. with lotsa offs and chalet.. and i hope lotsa dating socializing too... lol...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:03 AM:.
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::Its finally over... after all the planning.. preparation... and at last.. the execution... the 40th anniversary games day is over.. its such a relieve... a huge huge load off my back... suddenly i felt lighter.. but of cos... the hectic week is not over yet.. 2nite.. im going for escort again... and its startin at 12 am.. wat a time... den sat is my duty.. yup the one that need me to STAY IN.. on sun there is the parade at istana..

if you are looking for sum funny happenings... im sori bro... there is none... for the past 3 days... life has been as monotonous as it can be.. my day basically consist of waking up at 6 for work... during the daytime... meetings meetings and more meetings.. after im back hm.. i'll watch my fav tv drama until my eyes and brain fail on me for the night.. the onli thing that can wake me up for jus a moment is the smses.. otherwise im as good as a dead log..

going for my anniversary dinner later... gona dress up as a hong kong triad member.. borrowed a coat frm ah wei.. hope i look gd in em... im quite excited bout the nite's event... as for the escort after the dinner.. its such a wet blanket.. otherwise i could haf join wendy n co. at MOS.. nvm... there is always a nxt time...

and yah... no... my cough n flu is not getting any beta...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 4:24 PM:.
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::Darn.. im sick again.. *cough* *cough* mayb im jus too hardworking thats y... been falling in n out of sickness recently...

Lets tok about my work.. many many many many 100000000000x many work.. everyone jus wanna haf a piece of me... heLLo~~ there is only one daniel here..

i think the flu bug sort of clog up my brain for a moment here.. im having a writers' block now... hmm... jus let me think bout wat i wanna write...

was thinking of blogging bout sum chim chim stuff.. but looking at my condition... i really dun think i can do it.. shall leave it on sum other days when im beta...

hoping to go out on fri... so if call mi out if u are free ya.. sat im on duty... n parade on sunday... so yup.. weekend burnt again... no worries.. im getting used to it liao...

Btw i tried to get this out of my head but i cant... was on the fone one day:

Me: (crapping) im thinking of getting attach.. ( No big deal.. cos i've been thinking of that since the day im single)

XX: yeah, i hope so too. Liddat you wun always call us out...

Me: (i was thinking $%#@%#@) ....

So am i petty or wat.. whether jokingly or not.. but aft hearin this.. it jus made mi feel abit uncomfy.. even to the extent of abit buay song.. i mean WTF.. if u dun wish to come out... den dun... u sounded as if i put u at gunpoint to meet up..

Back den everyone was complaining that nobody organise.. once u took the lead.. pple say u ask too frequently... humans are hard to please aye~~ frm now on i shall jus tk the back seat... and will onli ask those who is willing to jus spend sumtime tgt..

meng n dj.. when is the nxt wineflair outing? i cant wait to sing wif her.. lolx.. but sori man.. im realli too sick to move today... mayb fri?

::Im getting used to the kisses greetings at nite liao... can i haf more?

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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:37 PM:.
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::I've hop on the wagon for the personality test.. as usual... they are not all that accurate...

BOLD = I strongly agree
Italic = Half Half.. depends on situation
Strikeout = i totally disagree

so here it goes...

Personality and Character
You are naïve and industrious, sensual and sensible, methodical and meticulous. You believe in noble savage as to you all people and animal are basically right and honorable. You are so pure in mind and so wholesome in spirit that you cannot tell when they are bad. (Wahaha.. im not a saint.. really!) Your deep intellectual qualities could assist you in making sound decisions. Though you might appear to be a simple person and seem to care only for essential in actual fact you need a lavish and luxurious living.

You are a flexible person, like a candle flame and not sturdy. Always seeking self-improvement you will always probe into the details and get to the bottom of things before making a deal or making an assessment. Though you are a fun and carefree person but in fact you are an intense and emotional person.

Romance and Compatibilities
You are both devoted and loyal to a friend or loved one. Likewise, you expect the same from them. Capable of protracted personal sacrifice to preserve a love affair, you rarely show any anger and is by nature a forgiving person. However, once you snap you can turn your back on a person forever. You cannot tolerate and will never forgive once you discover that your mate or lover has betrayed you. Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio and Capricorn born in Rabbit/Sheep years are compatible to you.

Where love affairs are concerned you are very passionate and your relationship is normally a long and lasting affair. You do not only consider the physical aspect but also the spiritual aspect and thus keep the burning passion lasting over a longer period than most people. You are bright, interesting and attractive (wahaha!) but independent and not the clinging type and cannot tolerate unfaithfulness.

Profession
You prefer jobs that are artistic than scientific. You will make a good boss and your employees will respect you as you always set a good example. As an employee you are reliable and trustworthy. Always wanting to do your work well, you will climb the ladder steadily.

You have high energy and want excitement in life, which make careers like entertainment, public relations, marketing, broadcasting, advertising, journalism and creative professions suitable for you. You do not mind taking risks and you can be a speculator or even a gambler if you do not choose the correct profession.::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:12 PM:.

::I proudly declare that im a MARKSMAN! Yeah baby.. u've heard mi rite.. marksman... dun pray pray okay... after last year's ATP when i miss the marksman by only 1 shoot.. i've regain the status yet again!

now lets take a look at this new addtion to my uniform...



heh heh.. not bad rite... its actualli not that uncommon to see pple with marksman badge.. so its nothing realli to be proud of.. but since i missed mine the last year... i reali reali wanted it very badly.. so... yeah... got it! but for the badge.. i was totally shag to the max.. went hm on fri.. and i was oredi slping by 9pm! unthinkable for a nightowl like myself...

njoy my sat again.. slping till 11.. dragged myself up to catch the repeat of my drama on SCV.. followed by a movie.. actualli its two movies with huihui... slack till my parents come bac.. and den make my way dwn to wineflair.. wif meng dj rachal.. n her bf...

wow.. im so lucky.. finally i had a chance to sing with the Miss Sing Very Well.. Miss Sing Very Well is a regular at wineflair and by far.. she is the best singer i've ever heard.. never fail to captivate mi.. she is jus pure brilliant...

oh btw.. read qx and xiaxue blog.. no offence to anybody... neither am i refering to anyone.. but for any individuals that commented that they hate weak woman/man alike.. i jus feel that they are jus giving themselves a tight slap across their own face..

yes.. if you are the bystander looking at how stupid your friend is.. gifing up everything n anything for his/her love.. you might be yearning to reward them with anything ranging frm a slap to a kick that will bring em to pluto....

but turn the tables to yourself.. touch your heart.. have you had the whole world telling you that you shld jus gif up.. forget n leave.. while you stubbornly held on.. telling youself that you cant fathom the thot of leaving him/her despite the thing he/her have done... suddenly you became the most forgiving person in the whole world accepting every single shit that he/she has done..

Love make pple blind.. love defy logic.. love make you weak... makes you strong.. makes you brave.. yet unrealistically hopeful..

In the name of love.. everybody is a weakling.. it doesnt matter if you haf dick or not... with looks or not...

if now you are telling yourself.. nope.. i've never done a stupid thing for love before.. den i tell you.. you've never really love before.. and i really pity you for these absence.. for love defies reality..

for those who admit that they've been stupid before or even now still.. i jus have to say.. you've been thru it and become stronger... while alot more others is still trying to navigate thru the wild sea of love.. instead of being the gale that adds on the height of the waves hitting on em.. y not try to be te lighthouse that lead em back to the safety of the shore...


Love and being weak is positivly related... the more you love the weaker you are.. ::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:13 AM:.
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::Im going for range tml... and the day aft tml.. hafing said that means that i will actually haf to stay in... yesh... stay in!!


Its like 2 years since my last stay in course... stayin in happens onli when its a must.. when its unavaoidable... For example... umm... my once a month duty.... other den that.. stayin in is really really... sickening...

i dun really noe y im jus bitching sharing all abt this staying in thingy... it is not as if i've never stayed in.. but this time round... i jus felt like going hm... mayb i miss her... yup... she is basically my new love... she is here all the way.. ard my side... but very often i fail to see her importance till she tries to break away.. at times.. not even lighting up to me.. Im sorry but i guess i treated you as a substitute.. take a look at my new love.. cant live wo u baby... im a geek..

Oh yah... on the headlines today... Thailand declares martial law.. Thai PM depose..

Im not really a political analyst.. commenting on global issue.. like any layman.. IMF meeting onli means bloody increase in working load... countless road closure... super inconvience incurred if i ever step into the suntec area.. and the stupid brillant 4 million smiles which i happen to be inside..

Im so grateful that im in Singapore... if i belong to the thai army... i would be slping in the streets in my tank... hafing my leave cancelled.. oh man... i think it worst den the IMF this time round...

gosh... im bitching again...

i guess i realli had sumthing on my mind but i cant realli blog it dwn... not at least at this stage...



Felt like... but afraid... hopeful... but hesitate..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:27 PM:.
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::Some pple commented that my command of english is quite good.. while some actually think that i grew up frm english speaking family... lol... i will take these as compliments... but in actual fact... im a veri chi-na guy.. My parents speak mandrin at hm... so do i... i converse mainly in mandrin.. esp when im wif my friends... i used to fail my English for the whole of my sec 3... plus half of my sec 4... so im actualli quite flattered by these comments like "Hey ur english not bad" "u speak english at hm arh" ..

haha~~ this blog entry is not meant to hao lian... but its jus sumthing that i noticed... anyway... last week.. like i've mentioned.. was a very bz week.. in fact till now.. im still like trying to recover frm the "shaggness" i incur frm that pack week...

Lets tok abt the highlights of the week... i went for a blood donation!! Yes.. blood donation man!! Come on~~ appluase for me~~ haha~~ actualli.. its nothing to brag about... but its my first time... so its worth the blog.. lol.. the process is fast.. and umm.. i shld say painless.. everything from registration to mi on the sofa drinking my 3rd packet of milo took a little less den 30 mins..

here's a pic of the end product...


Watch Devil Wears Prada with huihui on tues... its a very nice show.. a show wif lotsa chio buz, bra n panties moral.. or should i say... it set me thinking.. under the influence of money.. fame.. power.. in this materialistic world... will it actualli change a person..

My guess is.. it will. Was extremely disappointed wif Anne Hathaway when she actually when out with the rich guy...

On the other hand.. the show also pointed out the fact that.. if one want to survive in a particular environment.. u will haf to follow the rules.. and in many instances.. leaving yourself with no choice but to conform..

Anna doesnt believe in fashion initially... wearing clothes even i myself think was ugly... during these days.. she met with many problems... cold shoulders...

finally she decided to change.. from her clothes... to her views on fashion.. and untimately.. her view towards her bf and friends..

I hope if i ever had a chance to strike gold... wahahaha~~ i will not let it get to my head... lol... and that is IF i ever had that chance lah...

The Devil Wears Prada- 8/10
A meaningful movie.. with lotsa pretty gals... everybody gets sumthing out of it... For the thinkers.. the moral of the movie set u thinking.. for guys.. many many pretty gals in their underwear.. for girls... bags... belt.. coats... shoes... clothes... skirts... dress...



Next i will tok about this FARKING movie.. Forbidden Siren.. a total contrast frm my dear Devils wear Prada.. i think the director... script writer.. should jus wear nothing at all... a weak storyline no doubt... the movie was draggy.. it was suppose to be a horror movie.. but apart from the fact that the characters when possessed looks damn ugly... nothing in the movie excites mi.. wats worse... it has an extremely lame ending..


Forbidden Siren- 1/10
A lame movie with weak storyline.. low budget production.. weak attempt to provide a twist to the movie only to make it seem stupid... impossible and unrealistic.. a disgustingly lousy ending.. which leaves the cinema with shouts of "WTF" "Huh" "Kaoz".. angry stares were exchanged in an attempt to force the person who suggested the movie to pay for the rest.. i personally feel that the movie is out to cheat my hard earned money away frm me... the only reason i gif the movie 1 out of 10... is the fact the the lead actress is soo sooo cute.. gal next door look.. got my attention for the moment...


After the movie... the dbl o pioneers went dwn to wineflair... attendence was full in absence of guigui only... i would like to say thank u to wendy... zhiwei and dj... i can see ur reluctance in staying out after the movie... so when u all agreed on wineflair... i was pretty taken aback... for mi it was.. i guess... thankzz... been quite long since we jus gathered liddat... so the gathering cheer mi up quite abit.. not that im really bothered by anything... but strange enff.. i've been getting mood swings lately... mayb its my period coming... mayb its the Single Guy Syndrome... mayb im jus goin thru a 2nd puberty...


If given a chance... would you choose to... go back to the past.. or go into ur future? ::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:03 AM:.
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Be not afraid of anything... but this happening... i think i will remain childless for awhile..



To every little gd things in Life... Cheers!!!



This is damn funny.. from LOTR..



I dun rem this being in part of the LOTR... haha~~::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:07 AM:.
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::oH boy am i Bz..... so bz n tired to the point whr im jus... collasping... i might be crazy for saying this.. n u might tink u r hearing sumthing...BUT I... yup... im starting to njoy my work... psss... that doesnt reali imply that i like the work environment tho.. haha..

im jus shag to the max to gif a long blog... i loved to but... u noe... jus let mi haf sum rest.. i promise lotsa interesting things will be coming up... plus my birthday celebration... been toking bout it for like donkey years days nw.. u all might not be interested.. but i jus wanna put this realli special bday down the memory lane.. sweet memories of dan... dun you c.. frm now onwards.. gd things will be shared here..

this weekend... i will try to jus put everything on the blog over this wkend..

Regret is a constant reminder for not repeating your mistake.::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:58 PM:.
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::oh wat a lazy sunday... thankfully the escort is pushed to this evening...finally i had a true weekend sunday... to be able slpt till 230pm is such a blessing... been a long long time since i've done tat...

went to wineflair yest as usual... had a sore throat so i actually din realli wanna sing... so.. over there yest is tis Mr Sing Very Well who actually sing very well... meng they all know that im very critical bout pple whu sing there... but he realli impresses mi with his gd vocals.. the nite went by with me stickin to the ongoing EPL match... den i decided.. okie lah... i will jus sing... to my surprise.. despite the sorethroat... i still manage to earn applause frm Mr Sing Very Well n company... lol... shy leh

went to church today as usual... and after that had a nice dinner over at swensens with boon... huihui... jp... ming n wei... as usual... I we always like to make a din over at swensen's yishun.. sooner or later i tink we will be ban frm that place..

Over at the next table... there is this guy who is even louder den us... irritating... he is bald... fat and gay... and zhiming start to ask.. so if one of this must happen.. will u rather be fat bald or gay... hmm... this set mi thinking quite abit.. no... im not gona reveal my ans here... unless u tag ur ans.. lol

jus manage to collect all my fotos for birthday... gona come up with a birthday series soon... stay tune...

btw.. i think im growing fonder... hmm.. mayb really can go ahead.. we shall see::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:01 AM:.
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::Wat a bz weekend... and there is a buzier week ahead...

sharkz man... my com die again... kaozz.. i haf to complain.. its the 3rd time it died on mi within a short period of like 6mths... sianz... finally dear gui gui has uploaded the fotos for my birthday.. so as long as my com is up.. i will try to put up my fond fond memories of e superb birthday i haf...

still down wif flu.. was nearly late for work the pass two days... knocked out by 9pm yest.. din know that i was sooo popular.. saw like 12 miss calls this morning... but 80% was frm camp... but now when im free to come out... sigh... my hp is all quiet again... jeez.. sumtimes i realli wonder.. is my social circle realli that small? unlike miss rachal... go anywhr also can get to know pple sia..

today is chocolate birthday... Happy Birthday Chocolate~~.. haf fun wif Mr Matrix...lol...

i think im gona repair my com ltr.. gona spent again... kaoz

PS: Fark man... im getting very fat now lehz.. look ugly in every foto... i will get slimmer before i post ami of my fotos up... i hate my look...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 5:27 PM:.
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::I offically declare that im sick... been down with flu since yesterday... but e joy that my friends brought me actualli masked everything.. till today when i finally took on the full blown flu virus head on...

i had a sorethroat.. that explains y i always cant sing well in wineflair... i had running cum block nose.. so when my nose is not running... its block... and when my nose is not block... its running... damn irritating..

actualli i got quite sum things to blog.. but i realli Buay Ta Han liao... shag out i need to sleep... nurse myself bac to full gd health cos im indespensiable these 2 weeks...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 11:01 PM:.

::Had a superb birthday evening.. it was gr-ea-T~~ It started off with a dinner with wendy at a very good resturant at MS... the food is nice... the price is reasonable... i was filled to the brim...

den i was given a surprise party at my hse.. the bright idea was by Mr Phua Chee Weeee.. Thank You!! it was kinda unexpected... but expected in a way... i was wondering... hey... whrs my birthday cake and ang bao... lol... so at the back of my mind... i was thinking.. there might be a surprise sumwhr... but all credits to wendy... she is a damn gd actress.. she wasnt realli kanjiong about whr to go n stuff.. so i was thinking... hmmm... mayb there isnt anything afterall... in fact i was looking forward to my ktv session... lol...

went home... n i had a fright while walking into my dark dark rm... Mr Phua Chee Weee.. pounced on mi.. followed by the rest who came out with a birthday cake... touched.. im reali.. extremely... actually no words can describle the kinda gan dong i had in me.. i simply love my dbl o pioneers to bits...

this birthday came closely second to wat i had during my 21st birthday... it was a near remake of it... thankz guys...

afterwhich... i went to MOS with gui gui... was a fun nite... mixing ard wif her friendly LV friends...

Love you guys...

Im gona haf a sweet dream tonite...

Ps: Waiting for the fotos to come in.. n i will do a full coverage of my birthday..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:18 AM:.
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::Happy Birthday Dearest Daniel~~

Got my much awaited peaceful birthday 2day.. manage to get an off day.. njoyed the slacking at hm... slpt.. woke up... slack in front of my tv.. and surfing the net.. not excatly a perfect birthday that many wanted.. but to me.. its gd enff i guess..

getting old now.. was chatting on the topic of "who will get married first".. on the gals... we each had different view... but for guys.. they thot that i will be the first one to get married... hmm... not entirely impossible.. im a guy who is for an early marriage anyway.. but the lack of gals is making it an uphill task... tsk tsk...

like i was saying.. i njoyed this simple day of being able to wake up late.. esp during a weekday... but as i was constantly interrupted getting sms birthday greetings frm 5am in the morning... i decided to get my lazy ass of my bed at 10 plus...

I thank all of those who sent me their greetings.. glad in someway or another.. you all rem my birthday.. like i say.. today is a special day not becos its my birthday.. rather it is special soley becos YOU all are the ones that made it special..

PS: To that once special sumone... thankz for the sms.. it came unexpected... hafing no expectation realli is a joy...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:36 PM:.
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::Jus wat has happened to mi today sia... i met with two deaths babe... went to my 2IC's father' wake during lunchtime 2day... its not everyday that u get to see a strong big guy breaking down in tears... my deepest condolences to him and his family...

den JUS.. like 630pm... when i reach hm... i saw a body at MY void... my neighbour jumped to his death... for watever reason i dunno... but he is jus over 40yrs old... but i was suicidial too... so to a certain extent... i can understand how he felt...

Rush to go out n pick that special friend of mine... aft which going dwn to wineflair for sum drinks since tml im not working...




Happy Birthday... Dan~~~

Yours sincerely
www.sweetmemoriesofdan.blogspot.com::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:49 PM:.
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::I shld haf jus cut off my hands... went to a blog which i shldnt haf again.. cant help it leh... but i guess im recovering... wahahahaha~~

Aniway... it sharing time again... but the fact is... there isn't much to Bitch share today... was basically riding for the whole bloody day... a grand total of 235kms today (n it could haf been more if not for the fact that i need to go bac for a miting that nvr materialise).. if that doesn't WOW you... the width of our tiny island is (if im not wrong)... a puny 64 km... so if u are at the centre of Singapore.. i would haf like pass u four times can =P

Wed is my special day... in actual fact to me alone... it realli isnt THAT special at all.. whether will it be special... truly depend on the pple ard u.. love ones... friends... they are the ones that make it special..

so this year... i got a special friend friend thats gona make that day special.. the fact of hafing a free meal a meal with a gd friend on my birthday actually excites mi alot...

wat make mi so touch is becos she is suppose to haf class on that wed nite... and mind you... she is the type whu wouldnt skip class one hor.. so even tho im oredi on my bed wif my eye half close.. i sent her a msg to reconfirm that free much awaited birthday dinner treat date..




SMS

"ehh.. wed we hafing dinner? but i thot u hafing class on wed rite.."

"Ya. But nvr mind.. we jus go ahead... R u touched?"

"really?!? sia lah... you are jus so loveable.. muackzz.."(i was like thank goddness.. i din lose this free meal..

"you see.. best of the best friends got put in effort hor..."

........... (i din reply to that msg cos i was oredi asleep... lolx)




So to ApPreEcIaTe my best of best friend... i decided to gif her a call in the afternoon...

CALL

"Wah.. realli touch leh.. u sure its okie to miss ur class or not..."

"yah.. since i promise u liao den go lor... btw tue also happen to haf a same class.."

(not so touch liao) "chey... so got make up den can eat wif mi lah..."

(abit hesitant)"umm.. umm.. heh heh... no lah.. i will still go with u one..."



of cos at the end of the conversation... i was still as touch as i were... so for that you are going to get a two days single trip ticket frm sch back hm... not bad rite... after a shag day at work n sch still got pple ferry u hm... quick say thank you.. hur hur...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:21 PM:.
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::OmG!! this is the 5th time... i think im gona dehydrate soon... Mr Lao Sai has been sticking with me since 9 in the morning... less den four hrs since my head last touch the pillow... i have been rudely awaken by this uninvited guest.. and i nearly shit in my pants

HuMp.. going to go bac to camp liao... sigh... wat a day...

PS: I jus love you all for the wonderful nite yest!! MuAcKz~~::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:00 PM:.

::Jus reach hm... had a gd tok wif wendy outside her corridor.. well everyody seems to haf "probs"... so i tink its time for mi to do my part since im getting beta n i"ll shine the hell out of my friends if they need mi...

Same for u Dj.. transition to singlehood isnt really that ez.. even for the case of the "almost successful couple" situation.. but rem... we are always around.. sumtimes i cant believe it that at the age of 23 (n its coming realli soon).. that the state of our relationship is still in an infant stage.. single... lost.. cant realli figure out wat we wan... whu we wan... its kinda worrying..

so much for the sad things... now for the event of the nite... my birthday celebration at Dbl O.. it was great! its been awhile since im that high... its been awhile since i truely njoy my cheonging experience.. thanks for all the money spent on the drinks to mk me drunk... sori for the wastage when puke it all over the plc.. n my apologies to rachal.. for that spill on her leg... but as u can see.. im still blogging now... so ur ploy din really work huh... =P

took tons of foto.. looking very forwrd to posting em here.. lotsa wacky fotos which i think will scare off my potential gfs.. if there is any... but well... its a "let your hair down day" not that i realli haf lotsa hair but... so i guess its still okie by my standard...

alrite.. i shall rest for the day now... been hafing a lot of typo error... this is the 3rd time im reading it to make sure that its fit for publishing... suppose the Dbl O pioneers got mi afterall...

PS: Thankz hazel... for your regards...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 5:47 AM:.
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::Oh man~~ its Bitching sharing time again... not in the best of my mood tho... but the chilling out session wif meng Dj n Gui is a gd enff to cheer mi up again...

Lets got bac to the sharing first... so today was a super bz day.. with my Beloved Tua Peh Kong coming to my camp... my camp was in a frenzy today... first... i lost my usual parking space to my beloved Tua Peh Kong... aka Mr Chief of Denfense Force...

Sumthing was not rite when i first drove in the camp... the car park was suspiously empty... i went up to my junior spec and ask...

"how come so empty huh.."...

he smiled at mi n "suaned" me replied "ehh.. sarge... empty?!?! u thot today nobody working meh.. pls park ur car at kranji camp.."

"wah... very far leh.."

"Even RSM park in kranji liao... do u wanna try parking here?" he dared me...

As ham chee as can be.. thinking about all the extra duties that might come flying towards mi an obedient soldier like i always am... i drove my car more den 1.5km away.. to that deserted designated spot to park my car... wat a tiring start to a tiring day... by the time i reach my office... i was like half soaking wif sweat...

was looking forward to get over n done wif with that date wif My beloved Tua Peh Kong... even more so for my LooOOoooOOOong awaited wkend... which will be filled wif... ahum...

1)an ops tml nite jus b4 i head dwn to DBL O...
2) a COG at Istana... on sunday evening...

the only thing that i ACTUALLY look forward to is a movie date wif wendy at sat afternoon... n the Dbl o birthday celebration at nite... the 2 non military events of the wkend....

BuT life is jus like opening a pack of military mealbox aka lunchbox... you nvr noe when will u get western food that contains toufu... or a lump of meat.. which u cant differate the chicken from fish... fish from beef... n beef from lamb...

like a sitting duck whose neck is on the chopping board... suddenly i felt an "arrow" sticking out of my back.. courtesy of my almighty CSM...

"Daniel.. (i was thinking... siao liao) tml afternoon at 12... i wan u to go lead our man to the hometeam open house"

In shock... " Huh?!?! Wat Sir.?!?!"

"ehh.. u nvr hear arh.. i say i wan u to lead ..!@#$%^##%"

the rest of the message sound like vulgarities to me... i felt like scolding KNNBCCB Holy Crap!!... my weekend oredi burned liao... now u still wanna blow away my ash summore..

muz be my retribution lah... its a payback for my 2days MC...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:47 AM:.
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::To sum.. promises are meant to be kept.. but to many... promises are meant to be broken...

the crux to keeping that promise lay not on that promise itself.. but on who was the promise made to...

a promise was made.. n fulfilled... yet a promise was made.. n broken...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:12 PM:.

::Its one of these days again... when i switch on my computer... look thru my msn and find that im the onli one home... i start to wonder... y issit im always the onli one at home while every other pple is out...

soon enff.. i found out that most of em are hafing nite class... on 2nd thots.. its not that bad to say at hm huh... relac after a hard days work... bathe... and proceed with my daily drama serial... check my email... and visit Mr Chow Kong when im done...

But far from it.. how i hope i can study my part time degree too... Lol... hey its real okie... i realli do haf a strong desire to move beyond my Dip in Banking n Finance... upgrade mah... PM LEE also said that must upgrade.. beside that.. our PM also sing a song ... telling Singaporeans not to eat to much cockles.."Mai Hump".. "Mai Hump"... any way back to wat i was saying.. But due to a many unforseen circumstances... i will jus haf to shelve my studies for the time being...

Finally got that storm over... and the air is clean and fresh again... well wat can i say.. mood swings... sudden outburst... it happen to me also... esp when things are jus not going mY way... yup... MY BLOODY WAY!!!

opps.. sori for that outburst louder den usual tok... heh heh.. well friends kinda tolerated me for the past two years... (not that im always liddat) i dun c the reason y i couldnt accept their behavior... but of cos... getting pissed is another issue.. but i always mostly forgif n forget.. well, thats besides the slut whu spoil my car... im jus so happy to see her recieve her retribution now.. you can jus burn in hell~~ opps... did i jus farted... anyway.. enff of bitching sharing.. i need to go change n get ready for my daily dose of drama...

Quote of the day: Jus when u thot u can siam away all e wrongdoings with ur cock n bull story.. heaven will decided the fairness and repay em personally.. Its for u.. slut ::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:09 PM:.
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::sUddenly out of nowhere.. i saw a storm brewing over the horizon... not sure how it was form.. neither do i haf any idea where its heading... all i know is my birthday is ruined.. there goes the hope for a peaceful birthday...



Damn~~ i know it... sumthing would happen...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 11:35 PM:.

::Looks like mambo to me... shall we try it on Sat... lol



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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:38 PM:.

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Talk about singing with passion.. i would love to see wendy getting so high at ktv...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:51 AM:.

::After much discussion with my committee... which comprises of me.. daniel.. jiazhi.. weimeng... meng... and sgt cai... we have decided to celebrate my birthday at dblo this sat... it was a very painful decision as i do not haf another plans to accomodate my wild clubbin friends...

welcome back my dearest Duanjie... i truely understand how u feel... in this game of love.. its not always the true love that win.. feeling... it can work in your way... as well as against you...

spent my day at hm slacking... basically doing nothing... pretty lost about wat step i shld do next as it will affect the pple ard mi.. nothing much for mi if things actualli fell thru... but for the other party.. it might be a hard hit... sooooooo... i shld jus like hack care i dunno... take a step at a time lah...

got the spare key for my car oredi... phew.. at least im on my wheels again.. nothing much to blog today as im at home all day long... nursing my SoReEyEs...

arite... alrite... jus for those who r interested...

this is the life of a sick n SINGLE guy...

0630 - woke up to find myself with sore eyes.. msg my Sir that i wun be ard... n i went back to slp...

0800 - woke up the 2nd time... went dwn to the doc to check my eyes.. the doc concluded that it was due to too much porn my dirty contact lens...

1000 - back home with my breakfast.. beehoon n kuay tao with chicken wing.. hotdog n egg... while watching scv...

1230 - tok cock with wendy on the fone....

1300 - start to surf porn web.. check email.. and do sum boliao stuff like reading Mr Brown n talkingcock.com..

1500 - went on a date with my pillow pipi to slumber land... pity... my rare date with pipi in the afternoon was constantly interrupted by wendy's msg about the venue for my birthday treat...

1845 - woke up the third time of the day.. had my dinner.. watch my usual scv show...

2100 - went dwnstair to help my sister buy cup noodle... and the 7-ll guy onli charge mi for the ice-cream n drinks.. but not the cup noodle... i was so happy n i onli found out when im bac home...

2200 - went back to my scv again... sianzz...

2300 - start to msn with meng... saw a blog which i shldntas usual...

2330 - on the fone with Duanjie... telling each other stories... a warm welcome back into the club...

0100 - Duanjie Hp low batt... our call ended here... he proceeded to call his meimei... =D

0130 - i started blogging about my boring life... lol..

How about sumthing exciting for a change... im going jogging tml morning... yeah~::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:24 AM:.
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::I lost my car key...

Damn~~

Wat a way to start my day...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:29 PM:.
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::"I know i got Pretty Legs"

"Im jus being MODEST"

pUke~~

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I've gota blame myself for wanting a peaceful birthday... i noe it will nvr happen... i shld haf jus go with the usual crazy nite @ dbl o.. let em get mi drunk and jus treat the nite as a nightmare... Lol...


of cos hafing said that.. i do appreciate that everybody actually put each other's birthday at the top of their list... but sad to say.. this yr.. i jus lack that "enthusiasium" in planning my own birthday... mayb im lack of a (with reference to no particular person in mind - it jus refers to: Im Single)special sumone so it makes the day less significant.. mayb becos im too cash tight to come up with sumthing interesting.. mayb the thot of not being able to take leave on my Bday itself jus depress me.. mayb im jus lazy...


Birthday.. to a certain extent onli remind mi that im a yr OLDER.. and more shit is coming my way... tsk tsk tsk... whenever i thot abt birthdays.. i will always tink back to my 21st Bird day... the bestest birthday i ever had.. a treat by my dearest.. a surprise by my friends.. n a computer game that i always wanted.. Perfect...


Past is past.. nvr will there be a chance to remake that..


I yearn for fun n excitement no more.. all im hoping for is jus a peaceful birthday..

Simplicity is the most beautiful thing in this world..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 4:21 PM:.
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::Went out wif Meng on thurs... to our usual fav hunt.. the pass 2 yr.. force me to relook my life... and sumhow... made me a beta person... it reaffirms how much my parents.. esp my dad... is willing to do for me...

as for my friends... i certainly know their importance... and having to go thru that period of time... realli showed me.. who exactly is my real friend...

lastly is relationship... i know wat i wan.. who i want.. so that makes mi worry quite abit.. lol...

Had a long fruitful tok with him... njoyed it...

Friday was kinda of um... fuifulling... yet abit sad... oh im confuse... anyway.. i left camp earlier to met the lawyer.. i saw her.. was expecting to be hit by a surge of emotion.. to my surprise... no.. i wasnt... she looked sickly unkept.. hope she is alrite... anyway i guess at the end of the day.. wat im sore abt is.. no matter how much i put in during that time... no matter how gd i treated her... she remains indifferent.. while a guy whom she is jus tgt can be her dearest boi like almost instantly... things like this happen.. i noe... but i guess i will nvr know.. how and y it happen...

Moving on... i headed dwn to the CBD area for sum chair collection... met up with MS Gifing Out My Office Chair.. we had a pretty hard time getting the two big chair into my dad's car... i cant imagine how would it be if i drove my own car... at the end of the day we jus settled with a chair in the back seat and an unclosed boot with rolloers sticking out... all the way frm raffles place back to yishun...

went to ktv next... halfway thru she said to me...
"hey, we very unpopular hor... the whole nite also no pple call or msg.."

hmm... yah hor.. suddenly it dawn on me... i need a gal... hey where is friends? wat happened to my social circle?

trying to curb this raising level of testosterone... ive decided to sing karen mok's guang dao zhi lian... in this concert mtv with zhang zhi ling.... she is basically showin her devilish figure with a see thru dress... =D~~~

When karen mok mtv was screening... i was like wow.... how sexy!!!!!!!!!!! very nice pair of legs... when i was interrupted by Ms Gifing Out My Office Chair...
" I thot every gal also got the same legs"
"NooOOooo"
"Got pple say my legs sexy leh"
"Har?!?!"

Here is the preview...





Trying to visualise.. i start to wonder wats up that skirt.. i thot it was alrite... but anyway u all can be that judge...

after the ktv... we rush dwn to cathay to catch the show "frostbite".. its a swedish show... the show has a good mix of humour and horror... but the ending.. i have to say sucks... but no matter wat.... its still worth a 6/10 at least..

going to book in today... life suckz... be back on sun evening...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:59 PM:.
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::Welcome to the Friend Award 2006!! *pHeW WeeT* The much awaited and anticipated award of sweetmemoriesofdan.blogspot is finally here again.. in appreciation to my friends who have been there thru my darkest years... this award is specially delicated to those who have been there to make a difference in my life!!

This year.. there is a total of 10 awards to be given out and they are..

1)The Singles Award
2)The Most Sought After Award
3)The Most Slim Award
4)The Most Dare to Say Award
5)The Best Ktv Partner Award
6)The Most Onz Award
7)The Most Hugable Award
8)The Most Talk Cock Award
9)The See Me Cry the Most Award
10) The Best of the Best Friends Award

1) Breaking up and adapting to singlehood is one of the hardest ting to learn on earth... lucky there is always sumbody god sent that is more experience to show u the ropes. These are the God sent nominiees..

a)Meng - President of the Singles Club.. single for as long as we can rem and still counting..

b)Duanjie - Members of the Singles Club.. Last relationship is during Sec Sch.. rumours said that he is going to quit our club soon.. =X

c)Phua Chee Wee - 2nd in command of the Singles Club.. Broke up soon after his 'O' level.. have been single since den... constantly looking for chances to break out of the club... and i realli mean CONSTANTLY.. but no luck till now... hee hee~~

d)WEndy PPH - New member of the Singles Club.. with much anticipation n joy.. she had a warm welcome from all our members when she finally decided to join our club.. we jus love to c new members coming in... a perfect example of how a single shld be.. she showed her independence in handling singlehood with arms wide open.

e)Rachal Ang - New member of the Singles Club.. constantly looking to defect to the other side.. or from her view.. pple are constantly trying to lure her to the other side... either way.. she is njoying all the attention she can get as a single... with all the butterfly and bees ard her.. for her... singlehood is jus a walk thru the garden..

f) Zhiming - Jus see how singlehood has changed him into.... a computer geek... OMG

And the Singles Award goes to.................. MENG!!!. His unbeatable record of 23yrs in the Singles Club makes him the undisputed winner of this award.. tho there are times when he did try very hard to jus ditch the club but his non desperate behaviour is a great example to everyone...



2)It is always good to see your friends leading a good life.. and more often then not.. you jus hope to hang ard with attractive pple... in present times.. the number of suitors is very much used as an indication of how attractive u are.. but is it a true reflection of ur worth? Lets look at the nominiees of The Most Sought After Award...

a)Gui Qx - She nvr lack of suitor.. and they always include pple of very high standards... and she always choose the "BEST".. kaozz... jus waiting for her to break... and i shall be the first one to sms her.. step aside Meng.. she is MINE!! wahaha~~

b)Rachal Ang - After she decided to move on frm her ex... her "body price" a.k.a shen jia or worth came to a multiple fold increase.. nvr thot she could be THAT high in demand.. Hey.. u got use witchcraft or not.. can teach mi? i think my worth actualli decrease in multiple fold aft i became single leh...

c)Ah boon - dun judge a cover by its book... her bf... flings... friends or watever u wana call it is more until u cannot count... did a count over at the dinner with her jus now.. n she said "i've lost count!"

d)Yanjie - Blame it on the personality... blame it on the looks... her suitors are countless whether if she is attach or not... Bfs can onli blame yourself for choosing her...


And the winner for The Most Sought After Award isSsSSss..... Ah Boon!! Till now her ability to "con" so many still buffers mi till today... ehh... u all har... pLuS oPen Ur eYes big big leh.. jialat leh.. Singapore guys...



3)The next Award is The Most Slim Award.. this award is handled out in recognition to those who take slimming down as their life long career..

a)Wendy PPH - Nvr really consider her as fat b4... recently she significantly got slimmer... for watsoever reason we dun wanna know... however now she is telling us that she wan to get fatter... siao~~

b)Gui qx - she is ever sooo thin.. im jus afraid to touch her cos im afraid my so macho big muscle arm will break her bones at the slightest touch.. how sia... how to "drink" liddat.. wat if u drink halfway i accidentally crush ur head...

c)hazel - dunno if she shld even be in the friends award but anyway... there is little sum changes in the shape as compared to the time when she was jus back from taiwan... mayb the yoga did help... but jus cut dwn on that 2 bowls of rice aft the yoga.. i think it will help more than e pricey yoga..

The winner of The Most Slim Award issssssssss.... Wendy PPH!! gd job for trying to maintain that devilish body and let us guys drool on you... but i guess u are gaining it back fast =P



4) The upcoming 4 award is the The Most Dare to Say Award~~ we humans.. as selfish bastards that we can be.. often only know how to say others but at times is completely oblivious about the fact that we can be exactly the same... good friends dare to say the truth... true friends dare to snap you out of that foolish state... Lets look at the nominiees..

a)Wendy PPH - Reserve in her comments... but she nvr fails to point out my fault... was totally shaken by her last comment... i guess it was that... yesh~~ that comment that woke me up.. changed my life...

b)Phua Chee Weeee - Buddies i have to say... even if it means to jus say it out in a very blunt way to make u understand.. he will do it... he WILL DO IT... Damn! lolx...

c)Zhiming - He will speak out if u are wrong.. but i guess he is jus taking things as it is now... hey dun get use to my wrong doings leh...

d)Meng - Mr good guy... good friend... good for everything... not much harsh words frm him.. but his body lauguage will certainly show u that he is uncomfortable with you doing a certain thing...

And to round up the 4th award.. the winner is PhUa ChEe WeEEeeEE. Thank for that constant reminder... you will continously make me a beta man...



5) Now that i've not Chiong so much.... the next love of my life fills in the gap... its hard to find pple with the same passion... let alone to find pple with that quality fine voice that blends perfectly with yours... The Best Ktv Partner Award.. the nominiees are...

a)Rachal Ang - Oh... i tell you... till now i still cant forget that time e "Xing dong Xing tong" we did.. i think it was.. PERFECT!! damn perfect that i think we can jus cut an album on that song itself... good... jus great...

b)Wendy PPH - wat can i say... the award holder for last year's Best Ktv Partner award.. one of the most versetile partner i can have.. its great to be able to jus go to ktv in pair and yet not being bored at all... she can do basically any song i request.. plus she is the one that keep mi updated with wats current on the market.. a rare gem.. amazing.. (disclamier... those comment doesnt not refer to the quality of the voice)

c)Huihui - new found partner to KTV... seldom turn me down... except when she is sick... got a good voice.. she is super updated with the new songs on the scene.. and is always one of the first to send me mp3s thru the msn...

d)Phua Chee WeEEee - not so much of a duet here... sing those "kao BeI" song is definately an uplifting experience.. it basically jus bring up the mood of that quiet ktv rm to another level....


And the winner of The Best Ktv Partner Award goes to.... Wendy PPH. Winning this award the second time is no surprise for my best partner... till now there is no subtitution for this gal in my ktv career.. if i go ktv wo her... well.. i can onli say there will always be songs that i want to sing but cant...



6) Where is your friend when you need em... friends who are onz are the best pple around... they seem to be 24hrs on call.. when even the police will put you on hold.. they are always there for you!! Now for The Most Onz Award... the nominiees...

a)Zhiwei - Rem the time when u came dwn rite aft i broke up... company mi to dbl o and rite back hm aft 1 1/2 hrs... do i need to say more.. thank you...

b)Meng - rarely reject my date... to bad he is not a gal... nevertheless.. life will be very boring w/o this buddy of mine... love the days at seletar with u n zhiwei... njoy the times at wineflair where we HE will oogles at gals... =X

c)Huihui - Thankz for the many ktv outing... you are always there when i jus feel that if i dun sing that nite i will die...

d)Boon - Our outing to seletar is jus.. umm.. great... cant realli say out wat we do there.. Hey u all... keep ur dirty minds off can... =P

And the winner is.... MeNg... actualli.. this one is a tough fight... everybody mention here is ONzz... in their own rites... but meng.. gaf mi the lowest rejection rate so this award is for HIM!!



7)Sumtimes a hug can say a thousand words... but not many pple can actualli offer that comforting touch at the time of need.. this award is for those who touch me my heart =D The Most Hugable Award... nominiees...

a)Gui qx - More often den not... when we mit... i will recieve a hug frm this gal... she migt be jus a platonic friend... but it made me felt vauled... esp on the days when im dwn... on the days when i saw pple that will jus bring on that mood swing... not going to go on wed cos im afraid i might jus hug you through out the nite... if u know wat i mean...

b)Wendy PPH - a bear hug that shock mi... umm... the reason she is one of the nominiees is purely becos thats the only time she hug mi.. and it was bcos she is drunk... damn... in exchange... i have a teeth mark embedded on my arm till now... yeshh~~ NOW.... 2 wks n counting...

c)Cat - Long time nvr see her... aft that uneventful miting with that SLUT!! sumone who is not even worth mentioning.... i owe u alot sia... sister... but her shoulders is always here for me... breaking down numerous times in front of her.. great "comfortor"... love u to bits...

And the winner for the The Most Hugable Award is... Gui qx... actualli both of em offered comfort during my times of need... Qx at dbl o... Cat basically everywhere when i breakdown... it hard to come up with a winner... it shld haf been a tie... but... Cat haf a bf... not as if Gui dun haf, but u noe how much we LOVED to see u single again so i've decided to gif this award to Gui.. so as to not sour the relationship btwn the couple... cheers!



8) Fun and laughter is wat we find in good friends... enjoying each others company... activities... and toking cock is one of the most wonderful thing in life... i have a bunch of friends who love to tok cock... this is for em... The Most Talk Cock Award... nominiees are...

a)Meng - Serious by nature... but under the influence of the cock master.. i think he is catching up with more of our cock n bull story... his experience level... sgt..

b)Phua Chee WeeeeEE - tok cock master... his cock n bull stories are never ending... damn funni... and can keep us entertain for the longest time... words filtered out of his mouth seem to be coated with layers of humour... his experience level... 2 star general..

c)Gui qx - the 1st female nominiee... you can tok to her about anithing... current affair... politics... fashion... celebrities... entertainment news... sex... u name it she cock it... i quote "wat position u tink for having sex is the best huh".. "hey, have you think of circumising?"... "ehh... when u masterbate... u got roll bac ur foreskin or not?" .. -_-"'.. her experience level.. Major..

d)Monica - the 2nd female nominiee... althot i jus noe her... but her toking cock level cannot be ignore... rem the times at wineflair.. i was nearly speechless listenin to her cock comments... it brought mi onto my knees... her experience level... Captian..


Winner for The Most Talk Cock Award is PhUa cHeE WeEEe Wat can i say... things that go thru him... can be frm white become black... black become white... with humour summore.. i will miss him if he had sore throat man...


9)To be able to show ur unmasked emotions is the best thing... but very often.. due to environment n the pple around you... we will jus haf to bottle up this feelings and find a corner to let it out... I proudly say that i haf a grp of friends whom i can freely express my emotions with... felt jus soooOooo comfy with you all... the award for The See Me Cry the Most Award... nominiess...

a)Phua cHee WeeEe - wineflair... u and ur stupid song... made mi cry more.. made mi felt much beta...

b)Meng - wineflair... your "are you okie" sent the tears rolling.. flooding my oredi teary eyes... thankz for being there...

c)Wendy PPH - Technically speaking... i dun realli rem that she saw me crying... but one thing for sure... she is the one that "hear"... yup... thats rite HEAR me crying the most... in the state of confusion... blured vision frm the tears... uncontrollable gasp for air between each sob.. shaky hands... illgical n incoherent speech.... i will always manage to reach out for her no. and gif her a full display of my disorientated state..

d)Rachal - wineflair... thanks for that constant pat during the tearing session... i couldnt lift my face up... it was too ugly... n btw... ur pat is abit too hard =P

The winner of this award is.............. Wendy PPH. Although technically speaking she haf seen non of the real stuff.. but i have to say.. she is always hearing the most juicy part of the cries... cant help but to reach for her no. A great buddy indeed...




Now is the time to hand out the last award.. The Best of the Best Friends Award.. here i would like to repeat.. every nominiees in the whole of this award is dear to me... to be nominated.. shows that u haf indeed made a difference in my life... but the show must continue.. Let us look at the nominiees...

a)Phua Chee WeEe - MyPorn Film distributor...

b)Meng - My chee hong partner...

c)Gui qx - My next chairman of the chiongster club...

d)Wendy PPH - The former award winner...

"drumroll" aNd the WinnEr is ......... Wendy PPH... having to scoop 3 of the 10 award is an amazing feat.. i must say.. friends forever!!!!!!

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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 11:27 PM:.
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::Been covering myself with piles of work... or u can say the work actually came to me.. either way.. i can say that im certainly getting beta now.. recovering.. i hope =X.. got alot of things on hand to be honest... apart from my father.. i got "arrowed" to do this very big event at the end of next month.. hope this will raise my profile abit...


i must say... i've been eaten by the green monster... the feeling is jus mixed.. im utterly jealous... i jus hope to c her being sad... miserable.. cheated... dump =P ( hope she doesnt see this.. lolx)


but on the other hand... a part of me sincerely hope she can find the best she can get... and be able to lead a happier life... a life which she choose.. a life that... at present... i cant provide...


oh well... im starting to feel beta oredi... to be able to put down such a heavy baggage certainly help in keeping myself happy i suppose...


Love my friends to bits... Wendy... meng.. zhiwei... i haf to repeat... n repeat n repeat... telling the whole wide world.. how much i Love... adore... n cherish u ... u all are jus my sunshine... n i'll make sure that i'll shine the hell out of u all when u need mi.. haha~~


din relli blog about last sat but i had a fabulous day with e dbl o poineers... went for a movie in the afternoon... continued the day with firework...

was abit dwn when i was watching the fireworks tho... wendy n qx was commenting that i was very quiet... well... answer to this...

1) The view was jus too too too 100x too great... frm wendy's office (Thank you!)there is not much... much.. not much(im undecided on this.. cos in the end pple also started to come in with their kids and all that) crowd.. plus... plus the bird's eye view of the whole site.. and we can actually see whr the fireworks is sprouting out frm... it was so magistic... so memerising...

2) I was reminded of sumone.. i doesnt take a genius to guess who.. so.. i was reminded of the last firework that i went.. blah blah blah... it jus got mi abit emotional.. not to have sumone u love to share such a scene...

3) A little RUDE kid wanted my seat.. not that i realli mind gifing up my seat.. as u all know.. im a very civil minded person... lolx BUT!! the fact that he is rude jus makes mi glue myself to that Director's chair.. =P


was abit moody all the way till dbl o... welcome the effort by the rest... esp wendy who actually notice n entertained mi... n yah... and qx e "drinker" who haf yet fufill her promise... EEeeeEEE.... lolx.. njoyed my "long time nvr do n abit rusty mambo dance" on the platform... it was jus great...


by the time i went off to find qixian... half of the pple is oredi drunk... esp wendy.. with that bear hug.. kinda like stunned me... after that... it was followed by a biting session... and i still haf that bloody mark on my hand till 2day... =(


send wendy home.. n freaking hell... i carried this "heng.. now she is slimer" woman to her doorstep... nearly threw her off frm 9th storey... lolx...


PS: Love to post one of the drunk white face 7th month foto here.. but its strictly prohibited by her.. anyone thats interested can jus mit mi on the msn.. den i let u c okie... =X BTW... i promise the friends award will be up... so... jus gimmi sum time lah can...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:04 PM:.
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::Much needed day off passes real fast.. spent most of the day in the hospital.. thankz for huihui's company...

been wanting to move on.. but the way im treated jus makes it harder for me... cant you treat me like a normal friend?

in this kindA mood... my blog can nvr be as interesting as pretty mommy's blog.. (im becoming a fan of her oredi) but.. naH~ my blog is jus an ave for mi to express my anger... my pain... my emotions..

and for those who jus hates those "sad" blogs... i'll be waiting for the day when Ur gf... friends.. or watever thats impt to you jus disappear from you life... n we shall see how uplifting ur blog can be...

enff of bitching...

im looking forword for the un coming wild sat nite... rem.. nobody is driving~~::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:56 PM:.
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::gota shelf my friends award for awhile.. not really in the mood now...

jus felt like resting at hm... i find that its really tiring to go out.. forgive mi rachal if i din make it dwn 2nite.. im sori... anyway.. happi bday gal... its good to see that u are living such a care-free life now...

*eNvY*::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 6:58 PM:.
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::My Dad is sick...

Im sending to the hospital ltr...

Zhiming n boon.. keep this to urself... dun tell ur parents... as for the rest... pls pray for him...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:39 PM:.
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::fellen to a million pieces...

leave mi alone.....::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:18 AM:.

::Im jus extremely bothered by sumthing...and i cant cant solve it... y?

think im jus gona stay sInGLe for a very long time..

starting to feel useless... in alot of ways.. not being able to meet those once simple requirements.. its jus a different ball game all tgt when u are out of sch..

from a guy once full of potential.. to a useless bum who has no immediate future.. sigh...

too depress to continue...

for the first time.. i feel like being anti-social...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:00 AM:.
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::iM worried..

im sad...

im furious...

im disappointed...

i guess i haf jus 101 things to bitch about... (jus a figure of speech man.. lol)

Here it goes...

1) i was freakingly misunderstood by my officer.. darn~ im not trying to get away frm ndp k... if not y did i spend my own freaking oredi running dry money on that stupid uniform @ $60 a piece.. dUh~~

2) mEnG opened my wound on yesterday again.. geezz.. know he didnt mean it but.. wao lao ehh.. do u know how it feels.. jialat lah... how to recover liddat u tell me... sigh... read a blog that i shldnt.. my happiness level drop to a new low sia...

3)The stupid tester refuses to come again 2day... if anybody fail again.. they will fail the course... im more worried abt my man.. (lol... fail still so hao lian...)

4) sHit man.. i was kana bad mouth 2day... if u are a man.. jus come straight to me n tell mi FREAK... u r not doin gd neither.. dUh~ luckily my man is on my side.. wat u say doesnt matter.. at least i get to know ur true colours...

LoVe is jus driving mi crazy... or shld u say the lack of it..

things are getting jus abit too complicated... i dunno wat i wan... i might be yearning it frm the wrong person... dun dare to take the risk... how?

my blog is getting abit boring...

friends award comming up soon..

stay tuned...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:03 PM:.
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::Jus tok to my mum... its been a long time since i had a tok wif her.. unlike in the past.. when i can tell her almost everything.. i guess the magnitiude of the things that ive done will surely scare the daylights out of her..

i wunldnt say that my confession didnt bring her any shock... but she did mention that she had oredi guessed it.. now im starting to wonder if the news will be as well recieve for my dad..

Certainly after the tok.. i had this load of my chest.. but whether could i solve it fall into a whole different ball game all tgt..

thankz JIansheng for that moet chardon... but u are damn lousy... left mi alone =P

for my new found friends... thanks...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 7:08 PM:.
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::Wat a sAturday... and i really shld jus get use to it..

jus have to accept this as a member of the Singles Club.. wat makes it worse is im in the "my ex gf get attach fast fast aft break up" club.. i feel so sick emotionally... nursing a new wound over the yet heal old wound...

so... because the many diff changes.. at the end... everything was call off.. geezz... does it haf to happen this week.. sigh... i have to jus get use to it as part n parcel of Singles Club...

mayb im heading down dbl o..

mayb im jus going to slp..

mayb i'll find wendy for ktv..

mayb mayb mayb..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 8:02 PM:.

::I wish i was a kid.. where emotions are jus so pure n simple...

when i say im sad.. i mean it...

as i grow older... i seem to run out of adjectives to describle how i feel...

imagine.. jealousy.. betrayl... disappointment.. anger.. disgust... extreme saddness... confusion all rushing thru your veins at the same time... forcing my tear ducts to work overtime..

weep like a child at wine flair yesterday.. i guess this was the first time that i did that in public... tried stopping my tears.. but i didnt succeed.. my head was filled with memories aft memories... fuelling my tears... from a drop of tears.. it became an endless stream.. frm a silent cry.. it erupted into a uncontrollable wailing..

i thank God that thru these time... i had meng zhiwei n rachal with me...

im waiting for my chance to come again... again... again...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:44 PM:.
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::computer games and being single has a co-relation.. n they are positively related...


25/06/06

aT MinG's hse

mE: hey wat game are u playing? maple arh?

Ming: it's frm yahoo games...

mE: orH~ very interesting meh?

Ming (beaming with pride): see.. this is my own virtual shop.. im now holding the rank higher den ah wei... n i started later den him.. (and he rattles on n on about about his best friend online....)

mE: Look wat singlehood has done to you!

but deep down i was jus as guilty.. i compeleted imperialisum twice.. halfway thru black n whie... and i completed 2 season on the championship manager..

i dun wanna become a geek!

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watched the gErmany match yest at wine flair... guess it jus turn into my fav hangout ler... its cozy.. near my hse... and haf ktv...

was with Meng... Jasmine, zhikai, rOger n ah yI yest... weird combination huh... haha...

we gathered for a same cause... we were all victims of michelle n danny...

MICHELLE AND DANNY FRM ZOUK ARE SUPER GIAN PENG DO NOT TRUST EM

Heed my warning... pls dun haf any money dealings with em... more likely den not... they will jus take and not return... if you press em for payment.. they will jus drag you on... no pick up your fone calls or reply your msg and hope you forget about it...

they are the most "gIan peng" couple i have ever seen..

1) dun pay when she lose mj

2) always "share" drinks with other pple but nvr pay bac

3) will jus pang say her friends the very last time

4) always lend $$ frm pple but dun pay bac.. and the amt can be in hundreds

Basically they are the most disgusting couple i have ever seen... they basically try to live off their friends and exPects their friend to feed em..


PS: hey michelle.. if u even happen to look at my blog... i challenge u to sue me for libel n slander... prove that wat i've said above is untrue.. n i dare you... but if u even plan to sue... plus read this... i dun wanna see you ending up like Mr NKF... when he sue a straits time reporter but at the end of the day all the allegations are true...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 5:57 PM:.
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::n im so dead...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 11:12 AM:.
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::changed my blogskin yest... its time... guess its time to move on.. but changing jus the blogskin doesnt mean i haf a change of heart.. in a way my heart is still very firmly stuck in its original place.. a place where it shldn't belong...


jus came bac after a gathering with wendy zhiwei n meng.. they are my best best buddy.. in a world whr nobody understand mi... but they do...


came across this blog frm chloe's blog..
http://xiaodoudou.blogspot.com


Its about a 25 yr old gal whu have cancer.. n her journey thru the chemo treatment... but sad to say... she lost the battle after merely 8 months.. sigh.. from a person who is strong n upbeat to a person who is weak n frail... it jus break my heart...


Im worried for my dad... tho his case dun seem to be that serious... but stories of these sort start to freak me out recently... instead of a help which i shld be... im actually a burden to em.. im feeling disgusted at myself... im jus plain useless n a no brainer.. im paying for my wrong for the pass year... n these debts are jus too much to handle...


im sleeping now.. wif a very heavy heart... gd nitez all..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:02 AM:.
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::haiZzz.. shld haf changed this blogskin long ago...


but i jus cant bear to change it.. putted in alot of effort.. n the hardest things is to align the fotos within the box...


y do it need to change it..


im confused...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 6:49 PM:.
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::im sori if i din convey the msg well enff to let you understand me...


mayb i din realli put myself into ur shoes....


its sad to be viewed this way... but if u insist.. i will accept it...


will be good to have u around... but mayb its not mutual now...


no matter wat.. take care of ur health....


hope to c you around...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 6:33 PM:.
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::It was a darn boring weekend...


was on com for the whole bloody friday... n can u imagine.... at the same time i finish one whole drama series...


GeEz... sat was sum wat similar... i was on the com for the freaking afternoon completing my oredi completed game.. till 8plus and its PM mind you.. n i went dwn to robertson walk to mit cat for a soccer match... Portugal vs Iran.. its a borin match actually..


fail to psycho meow meow to mambo with me... so i went in dbl o alone.. back den i was still bragging to my friends...


"u knoe actually i go clubbing.. no need to jio pple one... cos once i go zouk or dbl o i cfm c my friends de"


oUcH~~ wat a slap on my face.. im alone now... the so call regulars at dbl o is no longer there regularly... but since there is so much on my mind currently n i need a break.. i went ahead anyway... no friends but still got music wat.. (but not to forget..dbl o's mambo sucks at times... actualli most of the time... lol)


but to my pleasent surprise... right after i enter... i saw kevin... my bmt friend... den as we walk to the danceflr... i saw bobby... my sispec friend... den at the bar... i saw sebby... my zouk friend... den at the podium... i saw... umm i dunno his name but its a dbl o ex-regular... den in the middle of mambo... i saw RACHAL~~~ my best friend (frm my clique)...


so so so... to conclude... hEy~~~... i din really lose my touch as a cheongster yet~~


nothing to be proud of actuli... lol...


i miss wendy... lol... she is at overseas... taiwan...


besides this season of breaking up... i guess its a season of travel too..


rachal jus went thailand last week....


wendy is at taiwan this week....


zhiwei will be going thailand nxt week...


hUmp~~ wats so great~~ daniel will be going overseas too!


pulau ubin the week after nxt!


for a recce =~(


God God... if u are listening... pls pls pls answer my prayer... your son is dying soon... very soon...



PS: This years world cup suckzz... or issit bcos i din bet... hmm... every match seem to be boring... dun seem to worth the effort of staying up the whoel nite watching em... for once the bug din bite me...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 5:10 AM:.
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::Im exhausted...


for many many reasons i am....


trapped in situations...


extreme situation calls for extreme measures...


----------------------------------------------


i miss milo... or mao mao...


it is sooo cute....


i miss her.. very much...


be it attachment or love


as long as there is a feeling.. im contented::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:22 AM:.
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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:37 PM:.

::"Monday, May 15, 2006
Take care, pal. Allow me to say one last encouraging words to u ---- Though it may be raining now, but do remember tat there is always sunshine & rainbow after the rain. I believe tat u can overcome watever obstacles & difficulties tat u have encounter... bcoz u r a brave man.

Goodbye... fren. *hugz*"


How touching... i was almost in tears... was even thinking of jus making up... but since both of us were still kinda in a bad mood n stuff.. i was thinkin of jus coolin it dwn.. before the whole thing even settle... PoOf! sumone jus like to stir it up again...


"Friday, May 19, 2006
Im not gg to take out the things that happened last week n say. Come one, though i still feel very imbalance n buay song, but unlike someone, I dun like to dig out old things n use it against pple."


"Monday, May 22, 2006
But overall, i have learnt to be more tolerant towards pple lah. Well, tat is bcoz, unlike somebody, i do come to undersatnd that the world does not belong to me ONLY. Sometimes muz also learn to spare a tot for other pple as well. Have to learn that not all my jokes are funny loh. And oh, of coz tat its not other pple's fault for not understanding my joke, its MY FAULT for making such brainless jokes loh. (Pai seh, mouth itchy, if dun say out then i will feel very buay song.. if i buay song then i will ki siao.. u dun wan to see me ki siao rite?? Hahahaha...)"


whu knows in jus 4 days the attiude change again... "friend.." hahaha~~ i jus wonder how sincere was that in the first place...


how hypocritical can a person be.. it jus irks mi at the thot... jus look at wat she say... about how to respect pple... how to be friends lah.. blah blah blah... like she is a guru... but can she even walk the talk? hardly.. geezz...


its lucky that u still haf such a good sister to praise u.. otherwise i really wonder whu esle would in this world..


anyway... thank God that my dad's operation is all very successfull.. gota stay till sat tho... thanks for all the concerns frm true friends... haha...


but my life is still in a mess.. haha... wats new.. i jus love to vent my anger on my friends... so friends beware... if u cant take my joke... if u cant take my suan... u beta run far far away... cos i tell u now... im not a good n worthy friend...


well at least im truthful... n not hypocritical... u haf been warned~~









PS: "Bcoz i know she is joking, tat's y im not angry n yesh, making a mountain out of a mole."

wahahah~~ the last time round... with the advise of everyone.. in bid not to worsen the war of words between us.. i kept my mouth shut... but since u cant keep that gap of urs close.. let me do u a favour.. u knoe.. ur favourite phase... "making a mountain out of a mole"... stop embarressing urself can or not.... its "making a mountain out of a moleHOLE"

mole is orh ki... mole is an animal whu dig a hole in the ground... im so sori... as a friend i really shouldnt start this word of war with u when i know that you couldnt even keep up at all... its my fault to make u embarress.. im so sori...






opps... am i being hypocritical?!?!?





haha... no im jus joking...






oh... doesnt sound like a joke? hmmm....






yes... you are rite.. im jus being very sarcastic.... wat about personal attackz?





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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:08 PM:.
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