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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:37 PM:.

::"Monday, May 15, 2006
Take care, pal. Allow me to say one last encouraging words to u ---- Though it may be raining now, but do remember tat there is always sunshine & rainbow after the rain. I believe tat u can overcome watever obstacles & difficulties tat u have encounter... bcoz u r a brave man.

Goodbye... fren. *hugz*"


How touching... i was almost in tears... was even thinking of jus making up... but since both of us were still kinda in a bad mood n stuff.. i was thinkin of jus coolin it dwn.. before the whole thing even settle... PoOf! sumone jus like to stir it up again...


"Friday, May 19, 2006
Im not gg to take out the things that happened last week n say. Come one, though i still feel very imbalance n buay song, but unlike someone, I dun like to dig out old things n use it against pple."


"Monday, May 22, 2006
But overall, i have learnt to be more tolerant towards pple lah. Well, tat is bcoz, unlike somebody, i do come to undersatnd that the world does not belong to me ONLY. Sometimes muz also learn to spare a tot for other pple as well. Have to learn that not all my jokes are funny loh. And oh, of coz tat its not other pple's fault for not understanding my joke, its MY FAULT for making such brainless jokes loh. (Pai seh, mouth itchy, if dun say out then i will feel very buay song.. if i buay song then i will ki siao.. u dun wan to see me ki siao rite?? Hahahaha...)"


whu knows in jus 4 days the attiude change again... "friend.." hahaha~~ i jus wonder how sincere was that in the first place...


how hypocritical can a person be.. it jus irks mi at the thot... jus look at wat she say... about how to respect pple... how to be friends lah.. blah blah blah... like she is a guru... but can she even walk the talk? hardly.. geezz...


its lucky that u still haf such a good sister to praise u.. otherwise i really wonder whu esle would in this world..


anyway... thank God that my dad's operation is all very successfull.. gota stay till sat tho... thanks for all the concerns frm true friends... haha...


but my life is still in a mess.. haha... wats new.. i jus love to vent my anger on my friends... so friends beware... if u cant take my joke... if u cant take my suan... u beta run far far away... cos i tell u now... im not a good n worthy friend...


well at least im truthful... n not hypocritical... u haf been warned~~









PS: "Bcoz i know she is joking, tat's y im not angry n yesh, making a mountain out of a mole."

wahahah~~ the last time round... with the advise of everyone.. in bid not to worsen the war of words between us.. i kept my mouth shut... but since u cant keep that gap of urs close.. let me do u a favour.. u knoe.. ur favourite phase... "making a mountain out of a mole"... stop embarressing urself can or not.... its "making a mountain out of a moleHOLE"

mole is orh ki... mole is an animal whu dig a hole in the ground... im so sori... as a friend i really shouldnt start this word of war with u when i know that you couldnt even keep up at all... its my fault to make u embarress.. im so sori...






opps... am i being hypocritical?!?!?





haha... no im jus joking...






oh... doesnt sound like a joke? hmmm....






yes... you are rite.. im jus being very sarcastic.... wat about personal attackz?





haven yet...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:08 PM:.
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::found wu zhong xian's twins on the net too...





but this foto is not new to many... but anyway... i'll jus post for fun...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:18 PM:.

::I jus found my twin brother on the internet...





i'll let my friends be the judge.. but according to CuiLing... who is a personal friend of alvin (e one who look like me..) i guess its jus the poor resoultion of the foto..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:04 PM:.
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::this blog entry delicated soley for reply purposes onli...


well i do agree that im in a foul mood lately... in fact i still am... happen to cross a person's path... step on the toes.. well i could onli say sori... thats if he/she ever forgifes me... but anyhow... there is a couple of point that i would like to share...


Quote: venting his anger on u (this point appear almost in every paragraph)


no im not.. believe it or not up to u.. read the nxt reply...


Quote: Play finish mj then just leave like tat, dun even bother to say thank u or help to clear up.


If u ever even notice.... i was helping to pack while u were at the kitchen.. walked away to avoid any confict when u came back.. and by that time i had at least 1/4 of the tiles back in place... waved gdbye.. but u din even wana look.. not my fault... not yours.. if u wanna misinterprte it.. so be it...


Quote: If u cant understand that im jus joking with him, then tat is ur own problem lah.


Yah.. and during the initial part i was jus joking too... but it seems that u are the one that could not take it first so shld i say.. "im sori" ?!?!?! and i quote frm u "If u cant understand that im jus joking with U, then tat is ur own problem lah."



Quote: A true fren wont be insulting n saying nasty things to each other. A true fren will have respect for each other, at least for the very basic one. A true fren wont take each other for granted. A true fren, nv attack each other. I have NV EVER START TO ATTACK THE FRENS AROUND ME, NEVER!! Unless im being attacked, or else i will not start any conflicts with pple.


wahahahaha... Well i beg to differ... seriously knowing you for so long... i dun realli see any of the above mentioned from you.. so its a joke to see u actually typing it on ur blog.. trying to bring more shame to yourself? lets put it this way... if u are wat u said to be den we wunld haf this friction at all...


well i know u will say that u dun see the above mention frm mi neither... thats by far quite fine with me.. u are entitled to wat u think.. but like wat xian put in her blog.. if you are a person whu suan... you must be able to take that suan... n i think u fail badly on this... if u even noticed... my comment was jus meerly "skill lousy bobian lo".... "lose abit onli kpkb"... n that is enff to make u erupt?!?!?!?


if thats wat u called insult... if thats wat u called desrespect... i hearby say sori... sori that i under-estimated you.. cos by ur level of "foul mouthed" and the words u used on others... i would expect ur level to be much much higher den that....


i din expect that you will actually be able to make a mountian out of a molehole... but congrates.. YOU DID IT AGAIN!!... after the "DJ forgot my birthday, made me cry on mrt " saga... you too wrote about how you finally see a friend's true colour...i quote "Even my colleagues whom i know less than a week can rem today is my bday. But my frens cant. What is there to say? N if u r one of the so called frens who didnt even bother to send me a bday msg, then yes, im super pissed off with u."


guess im jus passing the wrong path at the wrong time...


Having said all this... i would make a couple of points clear:


1) Im not saying that im not at fault.... but the magnitude of the event is certainly not as great as wat was deem on his/her blog...


2) I do appreciate my friends for companying me... but if u think that by jus coming out for a mj is such a hugh super duper big sacrific to you.. jus tell me.. i dun need that... i may be asking pple out... but im not FORCING pple out...


drill it into ur head... Friends dun drag their feet to company their friend.. n thinking that its a very noble deed n their friends owe em a living after that..


friends are there solely becos they felt that the friend need em... and is willing to jus spend time with him/her.. thats all...


in ur blog... u keep toking about how u finally understand whu is a real friend whu is not... but pls tink back... at the end of the day... do u really think U yourself knoe the meaning of true friend... looking at the above... i think u are still searching for an answer...


at the end of the day if u wanna keep finding fish bone in tofu (like the "DJ forgot my birthday, made me cry on mrt" incident n tis) ... i guess more friends will jus fall victim to ur extrodinary way of viewing friendship...


which friendship doesnt haf friction... but if everybody uses ur yardstick to judge friendship.. i guess u wun haf no friends oredi...


wat makes our clique so amazing is exactly becos all of us are different... yet all of us are clique... and the reason being we know whu is our gd friends.. disregard the little shortcomings they haf... and not trying to Xiao Ti Da Zhuo...


3) I will make it clear... this blog entry is not for apology purpose... but i haf to say it again... jus in case pple start to misinterpreate my meaning... I DIN SAY THAT IM NOT AT FAULT...


and till now... i still treating that person as a friend... whether if its mutual or not we shall see...


i always believe in one thing... gd friend tell the truth... so pple might think that the above blog is actually harsh... the above blog is acutally unfriendly... but to my pt of view... thats wat he/she has done...


blogging it out is not to protest... but to clear up the misunderstanding.. for example.. she/he commented that i nvr help to clean... but in actual fact i did.. but i walked away when he/she came out to avoid confilct...


if lets say really if i din clear up... i've jus got to review my actions.. itsnt it the way?


i dun jump into conclusion... finger pointing everywhr becos of all the small small matters.. and becos of that you actually can void a friendship... in a way.. before anything esle.. it actually show the way u view and cherish ur friends...


im not like dj... im alot more vocal.... i might be wrong in a certain way... and i nvr denie it... yet the way you create a mountain out of a molehole is totally unaccepteble... and all these accusation.. is jus too out of point...


so lets jus see how positive can he/she react...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:32 AM:.
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::Im worth jus an sms...


Utterly disappointed...


Reason: when i tell you thru the fone you always dun agree wat...


I understand perfectly how you feel... i've been seriously considering... and even planning for it.. so that i can fulfil my last promise... to be friends


y rush it... issit that unbearable? that unbearable when i oredi gif in to every single thing that u requested?? i know its on the line... and im prepared to gif you wat you wanted.. sumthing that you hope for.. i guess its your best birthday present.. its coming.. i am walking away.. to let go.. u said you wanted to be friend... so im preparing for that..


my hope for a good memory.. for a good friend to come was dashed.. broken to a million pieces.. things could be beta.. but it left me bleeding now..


i kNoW i dUn rEaLlY mEaN ThAt mUcH 2 yOu..
bUt y dUn i gEt tHaT LiTtLe rEsPeCt i DeSeRvE::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:43 PM:.
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::Truth hurts... Ignorance is blissed..


how true..


Not many can handle the truth...


I cant..


not now..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 11:01 PM:.
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