::Its been a long long time since i last blog... trying to get use to the busy adult life (Well, it might be abit late to say this now since im like 24 oredi).

Life as a working adult and a student at the same time doesnt really fit well tgt... either role compromises each other.... to a certain extent... i start to wonder if it is possible to fully assume both roles at the same time...

2 months later, after 6 lesson will be my exam... a step closer to obtaining a MBA.. and MAYBE... a step closer to getting where i want in life...

Not too long ago, a person that was close to me pass away... on my birthday i attended her burial.... it was really a sad scene... she was my mentor... a person that i look up to...

Looking down into the casket, i was thrown off by wat i saw.... She look different... so different to the extent that i couldnt even associate her present self to the once so confident mentor that i once knew....

It was den it dawn on me the pain and sufferings that she when thru during this time of illness... i regretted not visiting her... Dar-Ling's blog was saying that she would want to try as much as possible to save her loved ones... but then again... things doesnt go where we wanted do we? I do not mean that im a person who dun give up without a fight... but thing with regards to life... is jus too hard to control...

Im glad that my dear spent the rest of my birthday cheering me up... treating me to a nice resturant... planning a surprise party with my DBL O pioneers... im jus glad that my birthdays is always remembered..

There is alot of challenges coming ahead... my studies... my finances... my ambitions... my family... my relationship... geez...

Alot of pple say that i will be better off someday... i jus hope this someday come faster...

Alrite guys... so much for the first blog... cya::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:07 PM:.
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