::woke up early today... sat was suppose to be a sleep late day.. but still i woke up early today...


was toking to rachal jus now... we jus found out n concluded sumthing..


the more a relationship is unstable or w/o future.. the more effort you (yup "YOU" alot of times its jus you alone putting in the effort...) need to put in (which is true)... however it doesnt mean that you can get it stable or provide it a future...


But you see if the relationship is stable.. or haf a future.. both parties can manage the relationship very well with min effort put in.. and yet sailing thru waves and wellowing in love..


sucks rite.. when effort and reward doesnt come hand in hand..


Ladies and Gentleman...


Welcome to the season of breaking up and heartbreak.. this annual event of pple breaking tgt around the same time has attract much attention since it was first introduce last year... clearly felt by the members of the dbl o poineers... i can confidently say that all but one changed their spouse...


after much observation... this year's season of breaking up is here again.. those hit last year might very well be hit again.. hold on tight..


aFteR mUcH cOnSiDeRatIoN.. DBC (daniel broadcasting centre) has decided to stop the show due to the sensitivity of this topic.. good luck guys uhrm.. and gals.. frm DBC "We uNdErStAnD, cOs wE wErE thErE tOo" ::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:15 PM:.

::OuCh
cant help but to feel this sharp pain thru my heart.. like a bullet tearing away everything in its path.. i've tried.. but till now fail.. the 2005 feeling is creeping slowly back to me.. i jus hate it.. was laughing at wendy.. but wasnt me the same.. jus as.. foolish..


looking extremely stupid in front of everyone.. at times i was thinkin... y not jus let me die.. im not going to commit suicide yet.. if i am going to.. im going to gif my love ones ample time to tok me out of it so dun quote me if i met wif an accident tml... however.. it doesnt mean that my love ones can cfm tok me out of it tho...


but dun worri folks.. you will still get the insurance.. cos they are all over a year ler.. n they cover suicide! and mayb u will get to be a taitai? not frm the insurance certainly.. but i guess its enff to c it thru ur uni days.. no need for tution.. part time.. mayb u can learn to drive too..


to me.. life lost its meaning long ago... its realli sad to hear it frm a once confident guy.. but its true.. im building my hope on a very fragile pillar.. one that will collapse anytime... and sending me straight to 7 feet under...


im jus plain tired.. think i've got a prob up my head.. cant think straight.. a need support.. an emotional one.. one that can touch my heart...


word for word.. jus reflect the way i feel... kill me


被爱是幸福


你太美
爱你要先学会心碎
我害怕没有你
日子失去光辉
专心的爱一个人
对不对
爱情的崎岖
让人觉得好累
你爱过谁
为谁流过泪
为他说过
但从未实现的诺言
有没有后悔
想不想说抱歉
如果有机会
愿不愿重来一回
被爱是幸福
爱人是痛苦
我连在你面前
想哭都不会
我已经选择
爱你这条路
想哭都没有泪
爱你只付出::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:15 AM:.
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