::I wish i was a kid.. where emotions are jus so pure n simple...

when i say im sad.. i mean it...

as i grow older... i seem to run out of adjectives to describle how i feel...

imagine.. jealousy.. betrayl... disappointment.. anger.. disgust... extreme saddness... confusion all rushing thru your veins at the same time... forcing my tear ducts to work overtime..

weep like a child at wine flair yesterday.. i guess this was the first time that i did that in public... tried stopping my tears.. but i didnt succeed.. my head was filled with memories aft memories... fuelling my tears... from a drop of tears.. it became an endless stream.. frm a silent cry.. it erupted into a uncontrollable wailing..

i thank God that thru these time... i had meng zhiwei n rachal with me...

im waiting for my chance to come again... again... again...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:44 PM:.
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