::changed my blogskin yest... its time... guess its time to move on.. but changing jus the blogskin doesnt mean i haf a change of heart.. in a way my heart is still very firmly stuck in its original place.. a place where it shldn't belong...


jus came bac after a gathering with wendy zhiwei n meng.. they are my best best buddy.. in a world whr nobody understand mi... but they do...


came across this blog frm chloe's blog..
http://xiaodoudou.blogspot.com


Its about a 25 yr old gal whu have cancer.. n her journey thru the chemo treatment... but sad to say... she lost the battle after merely 8 months.. sigh.. from a person who is strong n upbeat to a person who is weak n frail... it jus break my heart...


Im worried for my dad... tho his case dun seem to be that serious... but stories of these sort start to freak me out recently... instead of a help which i shld be... im actually a burden to em.. im feeling disgusted at myself... im jus plain useless n a no brainer.. im paying for my wrong for the pass year... n these debts are jus too much to handle...


im sleeping now.. wif a very heavy heart... gd nitez all..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:02 AM:.
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