::Im not gona bitch~~


Im not gona bitch~~


Im not gona bitch~~


cant~~


looking at other people's blog... im filled with tingling sense of jealousy.. y can other people's life be so fun.. loving... full of energy but the ting that i blog is none other then bitter.. resent... bitching and all the other negative feelings...


sumone told me.. "its becos you onli look at the negative aspect of your life.."


"Oh realli~~" i replied... "Jus name a few things is postive~~"


Sumone replied "you've got a job with good pay"


Me: "i rather not haf the job"


Sumone:"you haf a complete family"


Me:"Im keeping my finger cross to that"


Sumone:"you haf a beautiful gf"


Me:"till the day she is realli mine, no comments"


Sumone:"you've got a bunch of very good friends"


Me:"arh.. thats true..."


so you see.. friends is the onli thing that i felt thats realli intact in my life.. for all of u thats ard.. n close.. you touch my heart...


thank you.. esp zhiwei... despite his exam... he is always here for me.. n rachal.. for the ktv session yest.. and the ghost story.. and serious... PHUA CHEE WEE... i saw you coming down wif pple in the lift yest lo... dun try n fake me... lol... guess in a way.. rachal shld sumhow understand how i felt the most...


and yah.. to add on to the bitching... my computer crash. for no reasons at ALLLLLL!! sori... i've got no moni to revive u yet... so i've jus got to make do with my brother's lappi...


so so shag aft the run.. gona slp till my dearie come.. nitezz::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 10:22 AM:.
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