::It dropped again.


Leaving my eye teary and uncomfy... it is not the first time it happen... but jus y am i holdin so hard.. normally people will jus dispose it off and move on.. was it jus not meant to be.. or its jus unsuitable... am i jus forcing it.. its not the first time that those thots cross my mind... y am i jus refusing for a change... vanity perharps.. i dunno...


walking down the busy street of change alley... i tried to hide my red tear flooded eye out of sight.. struggling to remain composure.. i hide in a corner avoid the busy morning crowd...


i tried to force it down... i tried to push it in... tears rolled down again...


it seem like eternity... like fighting with a demon that refuse loosen its grip on me.. im running late for my class... taking care not to let my emotions blow up in the mist of the bustling morning rush... i close my hot red eye...


i haf no chioce.. i cant stand here while the rest of the time passes me by...


i tried again... this time round i won the battle... walking briskly towards my classroom.. i cant help but to tink how many more of this do i have to endure... this was not wat i wanted when i set off... but it seem to gif me probs... and increasly more... i have to admit that it not all bad... there are certainly good to it... of cos there is... otherwise i wunl'd have stick to it thru all these hardship... but as the time goes by im wondering if i can handle the downside...


even before i manage to sort out my thots... the feelings came again... y is this happening... teary as it can be... my tear ducts worked overtime.... generating tears as if it were free...


i cupped my head and shouted "shit, my contact lens dropped again!"



an extract from Daniel Li's The day when my contact lens dropped again ::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:10 AM:.
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