::jUs woke up frm the middle of the sleep... bad dreamz?? over-sensitive?? six sense?? but after i woke up... i jus couldnt get back to lala land... seem to have alot of worries... but not realli... guess im jus abit worried about losing the things i haf now... that include people in my life... things doesnt come easy this year... and i realli reali treasure wat i haf now.. losing anything will jus make me go crazy...


how i wish time stop at my poly years... life is good... no... i shld say perfect... there and then i was telling wendy.. every aspect of my life is jus perfect.. no problems at all... geezz.. i have to jus wake up.. those days are gone... i will build my life frm now towards that perfect life i once had..


hope this uneasy feeling will go away soon... gota slp... gota work tml... muackz::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:46 AM:.
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