::for sum reasons i couldnt slp... yup.. tho i promise to slp.. and she is prob slping soundly... visiting lalaland... she needed the slp aniway.. with "pimps" popping out here and there.. getting enff rest is the best remedy i guess..


going thru my mind.. so wats depriving me of my precious sleep... no answers came up... so issit that i realli dunno... or i jus dun dare to face it... as we grow older.. u jus find that u start to decieve urself more n more isnt it? growin up is tough.. do you agree... hmm... c.. im feeling negative again.. sumtimes i really wonder.. who bother to read my blog..


its not interesting.. its full of my own negative thinking.. at times i dun even know if its rite or wrong... but i guess its jus an avenue to express myself.. a way to destress.. typing... or old fashion writing a dairy does the same thing... to say out things... so one doesnt bottle up their feelings and at the same time provide yourself with a time to self reflect..


saw a mtv.. a very touching one... tho its not the first time i come across the mtv.. but i dunno y i actualli felt alot toward it this time... the mtv goes like this...


a photographer is going on his usual rounds trying to find a theme for his picture.. when he come across a very sweet looking gal... unable to hold bac.. he snaps a foto of this angelic looking gal... not wanting to being rude...he went up to offer the gal a foto of her after its developed...


sOoN.. they became an item.. sharing many good times tgt.. taking fotos.. the gal enjoyed being his model while the guy tries his best to capture the most beautiful moments offered by the gal... they spent their time tgt.. watching sunsets.. walking down rows of pine trees.. strolling down the beach.. everything was perfect..


oNe day.. while the guy is developing his fotos.. the gal offered to help.. he sent her for a bottle of solution on top of the rack.. accident happened.. she slipped.. and the solution go into her eyes.. panickly the guy sent her to the hospital... onli to find that she will be blind for the rest of her life if there is no cornea transplant done... couldnt stop blaming himself for the accident... he packed and left the gal...


once discharged... the gal tho blinded.. when back to the apartment... was told by the next tenent that the previous owner has oredi move out.. heartbroken and convinced that the guy left her for her disability.. she sat down crying having flashbacks of the good times thay shared.. but all is too late...


sOoN after... good news came.. the hospital has found a suitable cornea for transplant.. the operation was a success.. the gal recovered fully.. she carried on with her life.. got a bf.. and the photographer was a matter of the past...





down the bustling street... there sat a blind guy... sittling alone.. holding on to a tattered photo of him and his ex gf... he has chosen to give up his sight.. his love for photography.. his dreams.. his future.. his love of the gal he cared for ever so dearly.. in exchange for her happiness... her life... her dreams...



the one you love will always take a centre stage in your life... even if it means to gif up everything thats impt.. sacifices that the other party never knew... it doesnt matter... as long as they are happy.. all things im jus willing to bear.. true love...thats true love...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:24 AM:.
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