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finally the bAd year of 2005 is gona pass soon... this is the most anticipated new year ever~ in my 22 years.. however.. plans for tml is still in a mess.. dunno.. wat to do.. whu to go out wif... where to do... got a funni feeling that its not gonna be super fun... not gonna spent it the way i wanted to... but nontheless.. the thot of ushering in 2006 has excited me oredi =)
tHere is no need for me to repeat how f**k up my life is... if you dunno.. well... jus pick ani of the previous post... more than likely will u be able to find a post that tok about "sWaY" things that happen in my life... tHo i keep saying "sWaY" here "sWaY" there.. but i dun denie that i do play a part in making my life as messy as it is now... SoOoooOoooOo these few days... since im back in camp... BUT with NOTHING to do... i've decided to make my time alittle more meaningful and productive...
i've thot about things that happen... did alot of self reflection... saw my life from a different light.... look at thing that bothers me now.. and *TaDa* i have come up with
nEw yEaR rEsOLUtIoN 2006. Before i announce my resolution... let's look at wat's bothering me...
*nOtIcE: noT all pRoBlEms mEnTiOn abOve arE problems per say... sum are IsSues wHiCh tO mE are of gReAt iMporTanCe.. and will aFfEcT mY wELL beInG in the most harsh and direct WaY..It start with this it will end with this... Work... basically i wun like to elborate wat actually happen this year in terms of my work... but now im in a new company.. blessed with a understanding OC and a very kind CSM.. wat can i ask for... so in terms of work.
Resolution1) Be more delicated to my job
2) Put in effort to learn the ropes
Finance.. arhh... the problem child of my life... this year... in a series of unfortunate events... it has depleted my savings to neg.. plus a couple of bad debts that look like it haf write off my book.. i guess i haf to SERIOUSLY start saving... guess i have to jus quit alot of things.. and i mean it.. to get the accounts back to black...
Resolution1) Quit ******* (cant guess? too bad!)
2) Quit cH*o*iNg
3) Quit dR*iN*iNg
4) saVe $*** per mth
Faith... sigh.. a disappointing aspect.. and to a point whr im jus too afraid n ashame to even admit that im a Christian.. i might look hack care on the outside.. but deep down im realli upset about the way i have become... gEeZ... so in this aspect.. i guess this is wat im going to do
Resolution1)FiNish "pUrPosE dRiven lIfe"
Let's c... hmm next will be the weight prob... haha... actually i doesnt realli bothers me very much.. but... umm... for sumone... i guess i'll jus try to cut down ...
Resolution1) Jog 3 times a week
2) Eats less =0
Ha~~ studies.. well well... gota plan for this soon... waiting for the time... waiting for things in the army to settle down.... but will start this year no matter wat... so...
Resolution1)Reg for the ChFC course
Family... hmm... relationship has been strained due to all those happenings all year round.. guess my parents is more of worried than angry wifz me... trying very hard to mend bac the confidence....
Resolution1) Spend more time at home
2) Keep to the above mentioned resolution
Relationship.... hmm... alot of pple say... relationship actually forms a very small part of one's life.. cos there are many more other things in one's life... true and not true... true in a way it actualli forms quite a small part... however.. this small part actualli affects a veri big part of one's life... especially true for me... so.. the reason it become one of the "problem" i guess is because it is always a challenge to keep the fire burning... to not take each other for granted.. to brave the watever storm thats coming... to be understanding... sensitive to one's need n feeling... been thru alot this year.. i gain n i lost... im not going to let it jus slip away jus liddat.. i gona defend it wif all i have...
ResolutionI've oredi told her about it.. =P all im gona say is im gona teng her more~~~
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.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 4:56 PM:.
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