::Sky came crashing and the star is gone.. not all is lost but looking at my luck this year.. certain things are inevitable..

Y is it that this year i dun have a single say in my own bloody miserable life!! ITS MY LIFE!!! and WTF is pple having a larger say over wat i can do wat i cant... never never look so forward to chinese new year... a new year a new start thats wat they say.. might not see the sun by then..

pple say lets HOPE for the betta.

"hope" a kind of force that keeps pple working... chasing their dreams.. putting up with hardship.. all in all to jus exchange for wat they "hope" for... pple is willing to put up with alot... "hope" is the very element that keeps people going.. keeps the world go round... "hope" can make a person happi..

I am without "hope". I dun dare to hope.. even for the slightest thing that i hope for... it never come true.. a simple outing.. an answer.. let alone big and major things which i deem is important in my life.. nothing go my way.. nothing turn out right for me..

Im tired... fighting for the things that i want... the harder i try... the further they are away from me.. the more i want n yearn for it.. the more things will happen and come between...

my fastration... anger and resentment towards my life has finally reached a point where im issuing a veto to it... I TELL U... Life.. Fate or watever fark U are... oNe more farking move from u to disrupt my oredi mess up life! i wun hesitate to jus end it with u! u took my career... my relationship.. my money... my relationship with parents.. wat the fark more do you want！！！ all i have now。。 is jus this miserable life.. U wan it? Tk it den! anyway im a guy whu is left with nothing..

SHIT U!! LIFE's A BITCH!! jus get the hell away from me~~ leave me alone...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 1:39 PM:.
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