::after a week of book training.. i finally get to book out.. wkend was filled with activities.. ktv.. ktv.. ktv.. dbl o... baby 1st mth treat.. dinner with chloe.. was all pack within 36 hrs.. prob im trying to numb myself i guess.. running to participate in anything my friends come up with..

sumthings wats lost is hard to get bac i guess.. wat is meant to be.. wat is not.. happy memories are wats left... i tried to reach bac for wats lost but.. the answer wasnt favourable.. hate to let go.. but haf to let go... mayb another last try?

going back camp today.. this week is gona be tougher.. realli.. w/o mental support i realli wonder hw i could survive.. hate to tink... but i mus think.. dun wanna do thing wo thinkin after this morning.. it wun help but will jus make my life worse..

short blog yah i know.. but there isnt much happy stuff so.. dun really wan my blog to be a gloomy one.. so till i haf sum good n nice things that happen to me.. i think i shall keep the lenght of my blog this..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 9:13 AM:.
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