::over.. its over... a call in the afternoon sorta seal the fate.. drawing an end to a relationship which i treasured so much... pple said that i look alrite.. i guess u just haf to keep a lookout for me down the road... when the news sunk in it will be the time when i experience my second round of depression... these emotions hit me ever so frequently now that i am losing grip on alot of things im doing.. realli... its getting messy.. peharps its bcos i din control... mayb its bcos im trying to prove my worth.. at the end of the day.. i realli dunno wat im doing.. im lost and quite aimless... but im starting to move on.. am i? i hope.. easier said than done... realli.. well at least i haf the thots... but when those bolts of emotions strike i realli dun know where to hide..

Nevertheless friends is always there.. sori have to put the above paragraph.. dun mean to bring down the topic fun filled nite... but well.. the call came in the afternoon.. dUh~~ its not nite yet..

so lets proceed on to the fun filled nite.. it started with k dinner with chloe.. thanks.. this pretty gal stood by me these past 3 weeks.. things are kinda confusing.. cos the both of us are sad so sumtimes i really wonder who is the one who company each other... being very ke qi... she will always say that im the one who company her... but the true fact is i needed the company too.. so i guess the feelings are jus mutual... anyhow... we when thru our usual song... those close to me will know that my fav song now will be Guang Liang's Ru guo ni hai ai wo.. brought down tears.. memories.. every word in the lyrics seem to be jus tailored to my relationship.. anyway... i was telling her that i dun wan any sad song... got thru the nite with largely happy songs.. until the last one.. yup.. she said that she like the way i sung the Guang Liang song.. the last song.. nope i din cry.. all i wanted is to make it the best song i've sung.. with a purpose.. i think i did it... i myself was impress by the way i sing it...

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guess chloe had the same feeling these days.. think i drank too much nowadays... in most cases i will be struck dwn by diarreoa... or lao sai.. pHew.. can you imagine the feeling of peeing from your arshole =O sIcK.. daniel you are jus too sicK~~
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after the k dinner, tgt with chloe we proceeded to eksi bar at boat quay to continue with the fun filled nite.. we met zhiwei and hazel... and you know wat.. its a good place to chill out... yup... literally... the place was damn cold... frezzing.. and the worse thing is... they ran out of jacket... but in any case we were warming up to each other's company.. playing our usual 5 10... paving way to our craziest nite ever.. glad that chloe is able to merge in quite comfortably.. anyway we r a bunch of friendly pple.. who wun'nt feel comfy with us?

left the place after 3 long island tea... proceeded to chamber.. a ktv pub for our second round.. or for me the third round of fun... was going to finish our chivas... sung a few songs.. and of cos.. its that song i sing very well that made the whole ktv pub quieten down.. keke.. we continued our nite with games.. lotsa games.. umm... of which is kinda hard to say wat types of games.. but uhmm... we had lotsa lotsa lotsa of fun... no offence guys.. but sumtimes instead of getting the quantity i rather get the quality.. yest althot its only four person but the fun we had.. was more then 40 pple put tgt...

after that we went dwn to zhiwei hse for 4th round of drinking... hehe... power rite... but by then every1 was exhasted.. i took a nap.. till 630.. and cant believe it... i had 3 nightmare within the span of 45mins... shook me up..

gota send the 2 gals home... so had to leave at 7.. went jurong hougang... den to home sweet home yishun.. wat a day!::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 2:53 PM:.
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