::well well... it's the start of my lonely one week holiday. Most pple working will not do wat i did i suppose. Not planning anything and jus take such a long period of leave. hmm.. guess i jus wanted a break from that living hell ba. Spend the nite with Cat on Sunday.. alot of toking and gossiping. haha~~ no wonder she calls mi sister nowadays..

was very down yest afternoon.. it was so bad that i cried.. ohh.. like nobody's business i tell u.. was actually triggered of by sumthing.. Sad.. after calming down.. i went straight to malaysia.. yup.. JB.. City Square.. on impulse i got another 2 ear studs on my left ear.. came back and spent my nite with claire watch movies..

Spent my day alone watching the dvds i bought yest.. din know that life can be that meaningless and boring.. finish 2 shows... met wendy for dinner.. after which to seletar.. upper seletar to be exact for a chat... talk about my problems.. think she is one of the few that know the most details.. gossip abit..

the takeaway point of the day is that im missing sumthing in my life.. a part of my life is void... and guess wat its relationship.. a factor which i couldnt handle during that worse period of my life.. yet a factor that can play a major part in offering comfort by gifing the love care and support... the very factor that can make me feel beta..

irony.. life is so full of irony...::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 12:52 AM:.
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