::tOk 2 1 of MSG.. realli couldnt take wat was in the camp oredi.. do agree that thru out the string of events i was partly at fault.. yup.. blame it on the bad luck... blame it on the pple.. blame it on the system.. well.. i rather blame myself.. for not ensuring.. for not double checking.. for no knowing sumbody was jus waiting for a chance to pounce on mi.. learnt a vauable lesson this time round.. think i got smarter in a way.. so when similar things happen in the end.. i'll know how to handle..

for the past mth.. circumstances were not in my favour.. be it the disk.. the MC.. the reports.. judgin from situation.. i haf to admit that if i were a bystander.. i wun believe it myself too.. sad.. but true.. but u c.. alot of times.. alot of pple are lazy commanders.. with close mind.. they jus conclude how another person is like.. case close.. but on the other hand... thats y they are paid so much itsnt it.. to understand ur subordinates.. access if they reali do their work.. den make a conclusion with an objective mindset.. lazy commanders jus jump into conclusion.. they dun check.. n jus sterotype..

anyhow.. thats the real world.. cant do much.. jus haf to accept... tok 2 my OC.. he say he will help mi with my application 2 post out.. let mi express my next company of interest.. he is a good boss.. he listens..

hoping for a new start.. a new beginning.. i will prove my worth..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 6:19 PM:.
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