::im jus sick... sick in the brain.. the mind.. sick of my life.. sick of my job.. sick of my boss.. sick of complaining.. sick of crashing my car.. sick of going hm to face the 4 walls.. sick of worrying 4 the next day.. sick of doing my report.. sick of being aimless.. sick of being tired mentally.. sick of onli updating sad n down side of my life.. sick of trying to guess wats my special sum1 is tinking.. sick of telling myself to be postive.. sick of trying to force a brave front..

tired is the word.. i jus wana do the thing i wan.. gd or bad.. for pple or 4 myself.. dun wan tink bout the consquences..

Despite screwing up every aspects of my life.. i thank god that there is a part of me which is still very much intact.. n that is my friends.. the onli onli onli pillar of strength thats left to hold my life up..

I wana thank the below mentioned for all u have done..

Cat - thankz for being there always.. ur little msgs of concern always come at the rite time.. sumtimes jus in time to pull mi away frm doing sumthing stupid.. thankz for ur ever speedy reply (except when u r playing mj...

cLaIre - dun even know if u knew my blog... but nvrtheless.. if u ever get to come across my blog here is wat i haf for u.. Ur presense is ever so comforting.. umm.. n those "IQ questions" that u come up with in attempt to cheer me up.. did cheer mi up.. thankz for the time spent.. little things that u haf done.. will go dwn my memory lane..

wenDy - old friend.. old friend.. guess this is the first time u saw me so lost.. so screw up.. so how can i steer my life back on track? sIgh.. thankz for that nite at seletar.. noe u are veri tired ler.. but u still come out.. its good to ba able 2 tell u everything.. gd... bad.. sinful.. evil... crazy.. things ive thot n done.. guess the advice that i once gaf u come in handy.. u r gifing bac to me nw.. thankz my dear frind..

zhiwei - buddy.. thankz man.. always had fun at seletar..gd listener.. willing to spent time wifz me.. rem the lousy ktv we went suckz man.. but thanks 4 ur company that day.. ur advice.. u might disapprove.. but u can understand y i did it... i dun need pple to agree on wat i do.. all i need is their understanding.. n u did jus that.. thankz..

jUnhao - this guy saw my whole life frm gd.. to dwn.. to bad.. to the pt whr i broke dwn.. very understanding.. help mi all the way in camp.. w/o u.. think im long died... best buddy in camp.. will always be..

you r the onez that stood by me thru this darkest time.. thankz..::

.:[D]@nI3L blogged on 3:39 PM:.
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